Imbalance path.

Imbalance. 

It's been few months plus I didn't drop by here, I always remind myself to take a short time to upload a post, yes at least one post to be contribute.... 
Yet, the more I remind myself the more I neglect it, am I giving myself an excuse?
Myself know it...
Perhaps when the time I wish to express out via here.

 Recently, I have a big question keep on flash in my mind.
How much could I stand balance with the path that I had chosen?
What is the right direction for me to move forward?
What is the purpose I am doing right now?
Am I doing the things I want or else?
Should I follow own way or their way to choose the path for myself?
Question keep pop on my mind and where can I find the real answer?

I can't deny that I'm kind of lazy type, or actually I want it simple way, systematic way.
Dear readers, if you did read my previous post, you must know that I had changed my job, yea..the 2nd job that I have right now.
So far so good...?

Another question that makes me feel hard to answer, good doesn't mean happy... bad doesn't mean worse at all ...
Perhaps I don't find any benefit / value for myself.
 Am I learn anything from my current job? Yes, I did but still I understand I have to learn myself.
I am appreciated she (senior executive) guide me right now due to she is going to leave soon. 
Somehow, It seems like I am learning in a very messy & complicated environment, or should said that the way they operate not systematic at all.
Human being? Rules? Excuse? Attitude?

Then only I realize why those staff 'move in move out' frequently..
Any benefits I could gain from here? 
It does, but not that much.
And now,I'm going to handle shipping (yes due to instruction by management) & due to my senior gonna leave. 
And I keep telling myself, I'd try my best even though it does feel pressure.
And someone told me 'it's all about job, take it easy'. 
Does it also mean, 'you take the salary and you should make the contribution.'

Slowly slowly...I believe I will foresee the consequences.
Alright, telling myself that I am gaining experience actually.
 I choose to wrote a post here which I believe I'll feel more better.
It's time to sleep because my brain still thinking what's to follow up and the step to do the things.
God bless me.



Peace your mind.


Today I would like to share a psychological tests with you.
If you're interested on it, continue the reading...

Be calm.

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Although it's simple test, but it is based on the psychological test.
Relax your mind now, and listen to me.
I don't mind if you wish to ignite any of your favor essential oils. :)
And now ... listen the instruction.
Prepare a blank paper and jot down what you wish to voice out the 'feel'.

1st - Imagine there are a bright & white plain house, without any door & window and you're inside the house. How do your feel about? What are you going to do? 

2nd- What is your favorite colors? Explain why do you love for it? 

3rd- What is your favorite animal? And why do you love that animal?

4th- Imagine that what if you have a big water pond, sea, pool, what are you going to do on that moment? 

Alright. Jot down the answer that you wish to voice out before you scroll down the result of test.
Peace your mind.


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Result:-
1st - Test your Impression for someone.
2nd - Test about your Personality.
3rd - Test how your friend treat you as, how they think you're for them (behavior).
4th - Test your Sex reaction/Response.

How was it? Are you satisfied for the result of test?
Nonetheless, It was just a test to peace your mind and to know yourself more better way.

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Besides, I would like to share a game with you too, you could test/play with your friend.
Sometime, it was fun when you have different way to approach the 'target' you wish too.
So... What do you have to do?
Find a partner, and ask him/her at least 5 question but the question does involved with real answer and tell your partner not to answer your question in correct way.
Once the partner answer it, you're lose the game.
And then vice versa game role.
 
For example,
A - Questioner  B - Answerer

A : Did you shower last week?
B : No.
A : Do you wear panties?
B: No.
A : Have you brush your teeth?
B : No.

A : How many question I have ask already?
B : 3.
A : Got cha! You're lose. ( This is another way to trick your 'target'.)








Enjoy it and wish you luck!

July - Mum's B-irthday!

July - The B-irthday month of my lovely Mum.
As her lovely children, we had a 'simple surprise' for her too.
This was the first time that we brought our mum to TONY ROMA's for her birthday dinner.
*Sweat, I was actually rushing home after off from work as to attend this important celebration, because Mum plays an important role in our life.*
Here's we are...

TONY ROMA'S
We are slightly late to the restaurant (oppsie, yea..because of me) but luckily we had reserved a table in advance.
Special thanks my elder brother took his leave to attend this dinner too.
Special Thanks to my dear youngest sister who made the plan, Pally Tan.
If you're reading this, please smile and keep move on.

My youngest sister.
Here's the main course that we had order for:-
It was big portion and we have to share with each other, good for sharing.

1/2 BBQ Chicken

Grilled Salmon Rice

One of my favourite - Onion Loaf

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MUM!

Ta-Da.. Surprise..!
 Ta-Da...
Surprise for her!
We booked & transmit our lil' request to waitress what we wanted secretly.
I knew my mum feel tired that day, and she kept on yawn-ing.
Initial, I hope bunch of staff sing for her but plan changed which I request few of the staff is enough for the sing as I don't wanna frightened my mum.
Ha-ha, I couldn't imagine how funny reaction of my mum while she received the 'surprise'!
Which we also believe Mum feel the sweet-nest of blessings & the first surprise. 
Well.. Mission Completed.

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See!
Her reaction. 
She can't wait to try the birthday's surprise cake.

 She can't wait to try the taste of brownies ice-cream cake.

Hmm...
A simple B'day celebration which able to warm Mum.
Blessings are around for her.
We Love You, Mum.

Regards,
Florence.

A short break...I smile.

A short break for days.
It's been a long time I do not give myself a break and I found those picture from my personal storage.
I found myself smiling.
And I realize...smile more to cheers your ownselves and others as well.
How long have you smile once a time?
I have no idea how much I could smile all the time but I told myself, keep smiling how much you can.












This is how much of my expression that I always used to be.
Smile & Laugh
Plays important part in life.
If you see someone without a smile, Give them one of YOURS like this. 
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House moving in progress.




I'm moving to new house with my lovely family.
While kind of excited, I do feel kind of heavy heart of my current old house.
An area that brought lot of memories.smiles.tears.laugh.and so on. It was a place that I been stayed & grown up for more than 17 years plus, a place that I always found warm from it. A place that I always brought my sister brother out to the street, the field playground, shoplot for some walk and play.
A familiar bus stop that I used to stand & wait for the bus, a familiar 7-11 that I always walk in and so on.

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Finally.
I am now moving to a new house which give us more warmer environment.
Most importantly,thanks & appreciate what parent had given us, family together we have it all.
The love of a family is life's greatest blessing.
The family is the school of duties - founded on love.
In family life, Love is the oil that eases friction, the cement that binds closer together, and the music that brings harmony.


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Florence.