Another sentimental song...


郭富城 全城戒備電影主題歌 忘了 粵語版 官方MV

Another sentimental song!

Last night I do not went out and I just spent my day at home.
Non-stop watched few hours of Astro movies, the last one was stated as above, named as under city vigilance.
Actor and Actress - Aaron Kwok, Shu qi, Wu jin, Lin jing Chu, etc
The story line not that good but I like the song in the end.

Frankly, Don't know why I shed my tears last night.
Seriously, it been a long time I do not shed my tear after he dumped me.
I just feel damn Emotional!
'What a nutcase!'

Somehow, I cry last night till I fall asleep,
'Why?'
and I realized 'Do I feel so empty / lonely?'
I'm not exactly, probably some moment only!


He posted out some words that affect my mood indirectly.
既然不能在一起,请你别再靠近
What comes first in my mind was the status indicates me I guess.
He was right and I was emo with unreasonable.
我想我对你的方式真的伤害了你,对不起。
你总是不希望我说对不起,但是我就是和你吵不起。
我就是爱和你耍脾气。
你让我失望几次了,但是同样的我也让你失望了,不是吗?
是我总是那么样的对你,你真的可以责骂我自私的行为。
我一直问自己应该怎样对你呢?
你会介意吗?
你会生气吧?
你会讨厌吧?
但是我就是固执,也明白固执也会害了我。
想不通的是我。
忘了我。
但这会是减轻你的痛苦。

You was right, which you might got what I meant about.
Perhaps I told him before that we couldn't be together, but I still will treat him well as I can.
I used to told him, what is my requirement that I wishes to get for.
 I might kinda like him but the feel not that strong, I just don't wanna lie.
I just don't wanna make any commitment, I just don't wish to hurt him.

I couldn't find out the answer, because I'm real confused of myself. 
I admit I'm egocentric.
Don't force me, please!



As the 1st part of the MV dialog stated as.
Girl : 你不觉得我那样利用你,是很自私的吗?
Boy : 如果能让你开心,就可以了。
Guys, not such thing in reality!
Girls used to wishes the guys pay everything for them, but guys are real suffered with that seriously!

I admit I was trying to find a new guy who could make my heart 'thump thump thump thump' again!
A knowledgeable person who could understand me, endure my emotional, be with me!
For sure, I'll treat him back vice versa.


In sudden, I should stop my egocentric and let him go!
Since I couldn't give him any commitment or the confirm answer,
I should not get close with him of my selfishness or my loneliness!
Because I know you'll get mad because of me!

Could I promise that?!
Let go before we get hurt once again. ='(

Weekend.

Well, it's been a long time I do not work for part time event after got my permanent job.
Alright, friends used to shoot me back that I should enjoy my weekend instead of working.

Hmm.
They was right but then still I wish I could took some part time/freelance as learning-enjoyment-earn some extra lil' pocket money.
Yesterday, I went for the gathering with my ex classmate them then only I work at 5pm till 11pm like that.
Yea, be an usher-er for the event, that was the second time for it.
( event name : sun-way south quay ; venue : sun-way surf beach).
I got the experience before therefore I brought along my sister to work for it. :)

Still then, I prefer the 1st time event that I took last time,
(event name : Malaysia International Gourmet Festival (MIGF) 2010 大马国际美食节 )
That was amazing, smell the taste of food but unfortunately I don't get the chance to try for it due to I'm a staff of day.
MIGF was the big event that with a good ambient which they put some R&B songs, of course they serve cocktail, alcohol, wine etc for guest.

Somehow, I wish that I could hunt for another part time again.
*rolling-eyes*
Here's some pictures to record.


While waiting for the time for work, a friendly Italian couple bump with us and request for a photo. And I did. :)

There was more than 20 ushers, and I took pictures with some of them.

Sister & me. 

The organizer request us to wore (Pa-trio Batik) as the event held at Sunway Surf-Beach. 

In last, it was fun while working for this even if I kept on sweating while walk here & there and smell the  delicious foods that I couldn't touch for it. Ugh! :]

Regards,
Florence

Seriousness of D.I.S.A.S.T.E.R


Not a joke, it's serious!
Disaster is come nearly with us, earth is going to BOOM (vanish) in anytime unpredictable.
Scientists was trying to figure out but they couldn't predict when is the end of world.
It might be 21 DECEMBER 2012?! or earlier or late?!
We don't know and we're getting worry and worry how it looks like.

Today it been happen!
Today CNN news report that massive 8.9 magnitude earthquake hit japan.
Unbelievable, the tsunami waves strike japan which cars, trucks, boats and buildings are swept away by the force of a tsunami caused by a powerful earthquake in Japan.


For more details, you can click with this link-
http://edition.cnn.com/video/data/2.0/video/world/2011/03/11/bpr.lah.japan.quake.cnn.html#

Yet, scientists predict and alert us that disaster is getting closer with us, earthquake / tsunami and others unpredictable disaster that might caused loss badly and also gradually affect our emotions.
Besides, vaguely I can heard victims was shouting 'HELP!', 'HELP ME!', 'HELP US!',
they're begging help from GOD.
Dear GOD, did you heard from us?
We need your help to save the earth, save everyone's life.

No matter what happens,
please remember to clenched hands with your most beloved person.


I guess everyone was concern about the news,
palpitations bounce against everyone right now.


Feeling palpitations after watched the news of disaster.
The seriousness of the disaster uncountable, pray hard for them and earth.

God, no matter what happens the next second,
please BLESS everyone of us stay longer together with our beloved family.

Sincerely pray by,

Florence

Chris Medina - What Are Words


Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight


And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close.

** I am so touched of this song. **
Chris Medina, "You're real man!"


It made me shed tears.
I pray his fiancee get well soon and pray for them happiness forever.

I believe in miracles!!