Convocation Ceremony 2011

Today was my convocation ceremony!
Congratulations for everyone who will be awarded today!
Cherish it!

Finally,
I've had finished my Bachelor Degree in Logistics & Supply Chain Management
at Sheffield Hallam University, United Kingdom.

I never thought about this day whereas I dream before that will I get into the Uni?
Or went to oversea.And here,
I did it!
Seriously,
I did it!
Here's the pictures.


Preparation for c.ceremony
Sheffield Hallam University 2011 
  A convocation Ceremony that held at One Utama Hotel, 27th February 2011.

Happy & thanks that ALL of them coming today!Love. 
See..How adorable of his smiles..!
and... her smiles too!
 Saw that? How adorable of my parent's smiles when they wore the graduation gown.
I feel proud for them and I hope they feel proud for me too. :D
Another year of my convocation ceremony!
Thanks.my family.

 She wish to have one too!
 



Yeah! I got it.
 And...
How about you? Are you the next one?
:)



Marketa Irglova & Glen Hansard - If you want me


Recently, I heard a song from radio who sang by Linda Chung.
She compose with Cantonese with the only English word as

"IF YOU WANT ME SATISFY ME."

Therefore, I did some research and I found out with this song, and I like the original version.
Tittle name: If you want me
Singer name: Marketa Irglova & Glen Hansard


Here the lyrics,

Are you really here or am I dreaming
I can't tell dreams from truth
For it's been so long since I have seen you
I can hardly remember your face anymore
When I get really lonely and the distance causes only silence
I think of you smiling with pride in your eyes a lover that sighs

If you want me satisfy me
If you want me satisfy me

Are you really sure that you believe me
When others say I lie
I wonder if you could ever despise me
When you know I really tried
To be a better one to satisfy you for you're everything to me
And I'll do what you ask me
If you let me be free

If you want me satisfy me
If you want me satisfy me

If you want me satisfy me
If you want me satisfy me


Well, what should I express here?
But I like the rhythm of song, soothing my heart.
If you want me satisfy me.
It might sound sarcastically, but guess everyone wish for it.



It's been a long time, Let's GATHERING!

Last night, super crowded of cars when I was trying heading to the destination
and it took me 2 hours to there, 1U Bandar Utama.
After park my 'Audi Max', we've met. LOL
It's been a long time we doesn't meet up, with my lovely macho buddy, Mr. Dominic.
LOL still the friendly he was towards us, macho fella.

No doubt, I used to created a nickname for others.
for him which called 'DOM DOM.'
He brought me, Elison and Lili to the curve and we've a BIG portion of dinner ( TONY ROMA's).
Am appreciated he willing to share out his precious time and spent some moment with us.

=.= Still the same, was craving at first, wasted in the end.
We couldn't finished those food and just leave out there,
was trying to forced myself with it but I couldn't.
Seriously, I'm real full.

Below as menu order by us.


Taste Cranberry juice.

Fish & chips, not that bad but it's big portion.




We had some discussion about career, seriously I'm not interested for it but still need to bear in my mind as my future experience.

After wards, we went to Chocolate lounge, the curve. with the cozy sofa chair, we've order few cups of belgian chocolate as their special.
Whoa!! I was like ' I should come next time I promise.'
You know why?
I'm a dark chocolate admirer.
Aw w.. should come often to grab some moment with the chocolate,
guess I'll be good mood after that.



Here some pictures, let's view.








Lili + Me + Elison


The VIP, Dominic.

**p/s- DOM DOM had present me a little Dolphin from Sea World Gold Coast, Australia.
Grazie!
I Love it very much, I've no idea how should I expressed the feel.
It's been a long time I do not received any present from someone.
Once I saw Dolphin doll, I was definitely out of control, insane at all! **

*wink*
I just it!

Publish Post
Grazie!
Appreciated the night we had spent.









Way Back Into Love

People, post a song which trying to express out my feel.
Song title : Way Back Into Love
Singer : Aarif Lee 李治廷 feat Janice Vidal 衛蘭



Lyrics :

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

***
This song is dedicated to someone, you know who you are! (in my future)

"Heart-- T.T --Broken."


I am sad, and thoroughly.
You do not belong to me, and I must forget all this grief.
I hope I will not stay long to lie there alive.

From beginning to end, all I was living in a lie, I know that he no longer belongs to me.

Hate myself silly, hate myself for loving wrong person again.

It let me recall back, my ex-bf always did that for me.
They hurt me easily, and I pretend hardly. :')
He did not understand my feelings.
All along, I believe what's love mean for.
I gave him my fragile heart but he had crashed it in the end.
It was worthless anyways.
I was wrong, I lost.
He does not love me. ='(

As he insisted that, " Please forget it, forget everything it been happened."
But it was true, is hard to predict for, hard to equal for.

And now, I should...

Forget The Times You Walked By,
Forget The Times You've Made Me Cry,
Forget The Time You Held My Hand,
Forget The Sweet Things If I Can,
I Can No Longer Pretend
I Have To Remember Now That

"You're Just A Friend" or "Stranger".

FGS Dong Zhen Temple, Jenjarom 2011

Since my mom never been there, therefore my brother decided drove us there -
FGS Dong Zhen Temple, Jenjarom.
We had walk around 1 hour like that then went back home
since my high heel is broken and kinda bored.
Coincidentally, I met my friend- Kok Guan and her girl friend, Ah Bi which his car park just park beside our car. ha-ha-ha.
Well, overall the scene of temple doesn't attract me as last time.
I wonder why? isn't economic crisis therefore not that attractive?
Who cares?! I was enjoyed with my family, that's all!

Here are some picture,









Mom, I LOVE YOU so!


Expecting for another new year! 2012!!!!

Penang Trip! Her Birthday 0702

Her turn for her birthday!
Once again,

"Happy Birthday, Florence!".
A girl who turn to 23 yrs old.
It's not to said I'm getting older please!
It reminds me that I'm going to pursue my dream closer and closer based on my ability!
It reminds me that I'm going to wish my dream come true! (will it happen?)

In order of my day and Chinese new year, we've holiday trip to Penang.
On my birthday and I got sick seriously :(
Diarrhoea, Vomit, Flu everything came bad to me!
So I missed the chance to try those nice food.
Nevermind, still got next time what!

Anyways, I'm glad with this year!
"Celebrate the happiness that friends are always giving, make every day a holiday and celebrate just living!”
Thank you everyone who gave the precious blessed,
I really appreciated it.



Happy Birthday, Dear Florence!

Wish & Blow it!

Lotsa fun with them! Grazie!

Naked party?!

As they said that "My medicine"! LMAO


It's hot with SEXY JERSEY! LOL


Famous Chendul!

Wishing Pond which everyone like to.



** Here some special from him, Mr.B. **

I'm going to wish you happy birthday here again.
Would like to thank god for letting me know you,
For such a great person you are, I've no regrets.
Let it be for love or hate we shall still be friends.
Thank you for letting me love you before...
...HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAVE A BLAST!! XD
From me,
Stay happy, Mr.B! =')
I knew you & I -
Impossible! We're friend ever that you wish too.

聆听。她的故事 (第一章)



在每个人的身边,都会固定地出现不同的人。
而哪个‘他’或‘她’会在你身旁陪伴多久,这是你和他/她无法预测的事。
可以说‘他’ 或 ‘她’ 们是“有限”的或是“固定”的同个人。
这样的形容或许不够贴切,但是这是我所能表达的。

每个人的身旁都会出现不同的人,而不同的人带来不同的含义。
有愉快的,悲伤的,短暂的,长久的,一切一切都有。


那,聆听。的故事。
她并不是个漂亮的姑娘,但她很珍惜父母所带给她的一切。
她感谢父母给了她不错看的脸孔,完整地具体。
虽然以前的她曾经历过 “坎坷的回忆”,但最让她影响深刻的就是 
母亲的眼泪,父亲的忧愁


还记得当时的她还小不懂事也不知道发生了什么事,只知道母亲因为她的事偷偷地在她背后哭泣,而她的父亲却看见了她的伤口而心疼了,父亲还是紧紧地抱着她并捉着她的手说“别怕,爸爸会陪着你一起熬过”。
到如今,爸妈还是陪着她渡过每一天每一刻。

她还记得当时是父母给了当时还小不懂事的她鼓励,告诉她-不疼,不疼,很快就会好了。
在治疗那时段,她失去了短暂的童年回忆,她无法和同年的小朋友们玩耍。
也因如此,她很害怕听新年歌。

在她记忆里,她模糊地记得当时的她只能留在婆婆家楼上的一间房里听着她父母送她的‘儿歌’。
当时的她很好奇为何有鞭炮声?
她恨不得想偷偷爬下楼看看小孩们正在玩些什么?
为何一直哈哈大笑?
虽然害怕那响亮的声音,但她想走下去看一下下的舞龙舞狮,她渴望着,但她不行。


因为她知道自己必须留在房里休息,重复地聆听那十二首的儿歌,她还是疼痛,因为她没能力爬下楼。
她还记得一首儿歌。

天上的星星不说话,地上的娃娃想妈妈, 天上的眼睛眨呀眨,妈妈的心啊像鲁冰花。”
而她最爱的儿歌就是 “鲁冰花” 与“小草”。

她记得因为那件事,她比其他学生少读了半年幼儿园,她也难过她不能完成她排练很久的“舞蹈”。
她还记得她总是被同学和老师排挤,把她放在一个储物室考一个人的考试。


她自问自己为什么呢?


当时的心情只有她自己最清楚了。


她自己在想也许 当时的她很愚笨吧,连老师都怕了她。

当然她记得她从小学习能力很差,她最怕的就是那个可怕陌生“数学”了,妈妈为了她,买了许许多多的水果放在桌上来教她课本上的简单 加减 法。

她还记得妈妈拿着苹果问起了她: “你现在有7颗苹果,给了妈妈,给了爸爸,给了哥哥,一颗坏了,还有几颗呢?”
她还记得她只是唧唧呜呜,伸出手指算了又算,还是说不出答案。
说了还是错,这时她哥哥才说了正确的答案,是“3颗,妹!你真笨,那么容易也不会。”

她笑了,脸羞答答地低着头说了“噢”。她知道妈妈是会生气的,因为她学不会。


她还是感谢妈妈那么耐心指导她,她不喜欢‘数学’但她不会忘记这最特别的指导。

在她的回忆里,她发过高烧,妈妈抱着她跑着去看医生,而爸爸却喂她喝药水。

而 当时的她还是留在家休养,有时候她要上厕所,但是妈妈却得忙着家事与兄妹,她就是害怕麻烦妈妈,于是她从那温热已久的椅子爬了起来握住在身旁的每个东西, 握住墙壁用力地推着自己走向前就是为了上个厕所,但是还没到达,她却跌到了,她忍着痛留着泪水,在爬起来走过,但最后妈妈看见了她,心疼了把她扶到厕 所。
她哭了,她当时就是不想给妈妈负担,但她总算爬起来了,也领悟到跌到了再爬起来的含义。


因为它,她知道有些梦想她是办不到了。
虽然那个疮疤留给她“坎坷的回忆”,但。。。
也因为如此,每当她看到那个疮疤,她领悟到 “父母的伟大”。
她还是很爱她的 “父母”, 是他们努力地带大她与她兄妹们。


所以,这留在她身上的疮疤是‘无价’的回忆,她不会忘记父母所带给她的‘时光’,陪着她成长。

现在的她长大了。。 是个‘大女孩’。
她虽然还是有些不自足,但是她还是知道她是个幸福的小女孩,在父母眼中的“孩儿”。

她知道什么才是真真的价值,最珍贵的莫过于父母 “无限的爱

又是新的一年,她很感谢她还活着。

她渴望她可以找到真真 属于她的快乐。


人就是如此,每一年都反复地想着自己应该如何善用这新的每一天?


让自己得到属于自己最想要的时刻,她也如此。


部落格 就是属于她的其一生活。


Life is like a book,
each day has a new page,
with adventures to tell,
Lessons to Learn and tales on good deed to remember.

by ,
Florence.