LOVE.

Love


LOVE is such an emotion which lifts us beyond all earthly troubles and pains. 
If we have LOVE in our life, we do not need anything else;
we are happy, carefree, and enthusiastic. 
Everything seems rosy! 
If there is no love present in our life, then it does not matter if we have loads of material comforts. 
Life will be dull, uninteresting and monotonous without love. 
Thus being in LOVE is the best experience that you can have!

Let us always meet each other with smile, for the smile is the beginning of LOVE.

Learn.Love.Life.

Florence

S. Dedicate to {YOU} !

Happy birthday
I'm not good in baking, but I believe one day I'll learn how to bake.
 I'm not good in drawing, but I believe drawing by sincerity show different mean. 
Somehow, I'm a girl who love drawing of graffiti on a paper when the inspiration mood came. 
Today, a special date that I would like to mark it down.
 I draw it and would like to share with your guys therefore next time you could make it for your family, friend or beloved one.
Let's scroll it down. 
Before that, prepare yourself the material that you going to use.
Although it's simple, but different meaning that I would like to show! 

Step 1
Draft it on a paper like this.

Step 2
Don't forget to color it to make-it look 'delicious & tasty.'

Step 3
Saw the LOVE?
I do not draw it, I cut it with heart-shape by a red paper-card as to make the whole picture look 3D effect. :P

For the birthday of YOU!

Ta-DA.... for the birthday of YOU!
On your birthday; count your candles, count your years, count your blessings.
A happy birthday to a wonderful and terrific marvelous you.

Special Dedicate to {YOU} !

God gave a gift to the world when you were born; 
a person who loves and cares, who sees a person's need and fills it, 
who encourages and lifts people up, who spends energy on others rather than himself, who touches each life he enters & makes a difference in the world. 
May the love you have shown to others return to you multiplied.
 
Happy Birthday!

by her. 


Florence


A Story to be told - 11.11.11 of {it}

Date
11/11/11 11:11 
isn't gonna happen for another 100 years, so make it something worth remembering.
I believe person who fancy for this figure date would make something they wish to.
And me?
 I am making for {it}, a day that something worth to remembering.
Despite of whatsoever consequences, I'll be brave and bear with the risk.
Do it, taste it, judge it, with no regret!
She convey. only the moon know.
Flash back,the moon story I heard before, I stare at the full moon tonight, 
convey messages to the moon how much I have hide inside my heart.
Is the moon understand how I feel about?
Is the moon would hide the secret with me?
The chilly night I am with it, I feel comfortable.
I stare at it, I know what is in my mind again.
When I see the full moon in water of lake at night, it seems another me in another world.
Can I just stay there for a while time?
However, brightest blessings on this full moon night.
You will always hold a special place in my heart.
and me and those feeling will never part.

by her.

em.UpHold it.

depression = (
Another public holiday for me in this month, I suppose go out for own entertainment.
Yet, I know even though I go out but I couldn't find myself smile like last time again.
At the same time, I do not find any meaning of it, I know I rather stay at home in the end.
I know what am I doing, it doesn't matter right or wrong, at least I found myself I'm willing to do so.
Day by day, Time by time, I learn how to conquer the hollowness.
No matter how tough of it, I still hold tight the persevere with [it].
All along, only blog make me feel released from what I have keep in _____ .

5.11 - After finished work, heading to a place for some lone chill and plan that I have set in advance. 
Somehow, my heart was trying to look for something that I wish about.
No clue of it, ate & walk alone, look around here and there.
In sudden, I feel the emptiness and I thought of it.
Suddenly, I look for the place that familiar with a picture that I have before. Indeed, I was trying to recall it...
Lone cup of.


 Uphold it. This is all I could do.

Today such a bad luck for me, the stupid car messed my day again, sigh.
While driving to home, the light instruction keep wink with me and I don't know what was that?
The night seems dark, I was feeling afraid of the incident.
Initially, dad ask me try to drive home but the car do not wish to listen the instruction.
In sudden, my car breakdown accidentally and stop over at the roadside which make me feel scare and nervous.
While being forced to stop at there, few of the stranger or motorcycles trying to stop and peep on me, the way they stare at me feel so scary.
I was trying to start the car engine but it makes the car get worse.
I have no idea what's wrong with the car and I was trying to contact my parent again and inform them the incident and they nag and scold me again. sigh.
I do not feel good at all as I never expect the incident happen in that way.
At the same time, my personal phone couldn't work well.
Grrr... I wish to talk with dad  more while waiting but he choose to hang up my call.
The distance seems far from home to here, I was waiting but heart beat jumped unusually as the road look grisly.
All the time, I learn to be brave as I can but sometime I really ...
On that moment, I make a call for [it], wish to get some __________ to comfort.
Unfortunately, I am in the bad luck.
I question myself, am I look so that disgusted or that annoy?
I couldn't give myself an answer, perhaps I should admit I am. sigh weep :'(
I cross my hand and pray, pray for the car and myself.
I admit sometime still I feel insecure when I'm in the dark-side or remote area.
In the end, mom keep on blaming me for the incident, dad doesn't feel happy and how do i?
My car has to send for maintenance again. AGAIN, it is going to kill my wallet AGAIN.
(the price amount, you know.sigh.) 
I really depressed, really bad luck.
I pray again, Dear GOD. Please give me some luck!
6.11 - Family day? Get the command from dad that few of us have to follow and attend for this 'family day'.
 We went to new house for sweep & clean task, I should take photo how the differences of before and after but not allow to bring camera.
Lots of dust & cement, blah blah blah. In order to get the thing done asap, continue cleaning fast as I can and I realize that ______ house will exhaust your time & energy. 
(No doubt it caused me ate two bowls of rice afterward.)
When come to cleaning, I'm not a ladies ger, still I could work for those task. 
Don't forget I be trained from sport and currently participate for gym fitness.

7.11 - Went for gym and stay at home for the _____________ .
That's all for my holiday. 
50% in progress.
I pray!


Florence

need LUCK. 

Life Direction.?

life
Due to the month end period, workload slightly increased and I have to stay late with it.
Alone in the office, and somehow my mind still couldn't escape [it].
I know how I feel about, it seems hard to describe how it feel anymore.
Really struggle, depressed until I couldn't sleep well.
or should I say ... I couldn't find any meaning for life yet.

Something bother in my mind, surrounded by side, 
yell me the different sentences, am I out of control? 
I know how painful of [it] and the same time, I know how headache or busy of my work, I should release out what I face about.
Still I'm able to control how bad temper of myself. 
I know how my mood going on, brain turn here and there.
When I'm alone, a lot of crazy thoughts entered my mind.
Don't run from problems, face them.

Alright. Let's face it, I have all been here at one time or another time, at the crossroads with no sense of direction as to where I'm heading, or should be heading.
Its not the nicest place to be, especially if you are the kind of person that doesn't enjoy the feeling that you are just floating through life without a sense of purpose or meaning to it.
Yet, is this such a bad thing? to feel a little lost? 

If I didn't experience the feeling of being lost, then how would I know when I feel found?
Doesn't direction usually come from a strong desire and want for something or someone?
I know my DESIRE for __________ would be the STRONG purpose.
Focus and direction in life is similar to the above, it will come when you find your true calling, called as strong DESIRE, that pull, it will become effortless.
Who knows? Recalled when I'm a kid, I wanted to be a Dolphin researcher, pianist, psychologist, own a thing and a bunch of others faux dreams.
They weren't right for me and I never had the focus or drive to keep them going, until I decided on something and there it was, that strong desire, that pull, it just felt and does feel so right.

I know I fear that without focus or goals that we are then just drifting through life and so as a result we get fearful anytime we don't stay on the path we have chosen or even have a chosen path at all?
Well, why do we place such pressures on ourselves?
I have learned that growing is a slow process and you will get to where you want to be when you are ready for it.
And there is no such thing as a wasted opportunity to grow. 
If you are plowing through your life and an opportunity passes you by that you didn't act on don't worry so much about it because you weren't meant to have that experience.
If you were meant to have that experience then you would have had it.
I believe that time when you feel like you are not growing at all, is the time when you are growing the most.
Have you ever felt like you have lost direction in life? 

Life Direction.
Question yourself, we might feel fearful while choosing the path that we should.
However, take it as learning/growing stage that you have to be brave and face through.
Stay strong, don't hesitate.
 If you wanna worry less, pray more!
Stop looking forward in fear, but look upward in faith.
Forget about the past, it's done. Make yourself a brighter future by focusing on the present!

Florence