It's all ABOUT ME.
Do you feel curiosity of me?

I like to be ALONE for some moment.

With some different EFFECT show the different of me.
That was my new tattoo!

You're my cup of TEA, aren't YOU?

You're the ONE in my SOUL, Dolphin.

 A girl who like her own style, sometime.
 

Well, I'm officially done all the assignment but then still left one of the FINAL. PRESENTATION which held on 1st of September and the FINAL PAPER is nearly soon on 6th of September.

(Tension due to the last paper is freaking difficult...)
Last Friday our lecturer, Mr. Prof. Terrence had invited all of us- ALMers and AUTOMATION engineering course to have Lunch Buffet which near the Chapel walk there, JUMBO CHINESE BUFFET. (5 pounds per pax)
I've been long time do not eat Chinese food, and I'd like to comment that those taste of Chinese buffet was too heavy flavors, oily and I don't think is worth for me to ate there.
Still we're enjoyed the lunch time since sincerity invitation by Prof. Terrence and we do appreciated as well.
At the same time, some of us (AEC, ALM + Automation) went to STATIC CLUB in the midnight, entrance fee is 5 pounds for ladies and 7 pounds for guys after 12am.
Well, those alcohol selling is pretty expensive.
Therefore, I bought myself one bottle of Stella Artois and one shot of vodka
(7 pounds) before I get into dance section with others.
I used to solo dance if that was my favourite hit song.
As usual,I do not put much expectation for the music as those UK club was slightly different compare to M'sia club, but still I keep solo dance like non-stop robotic because it's been long time I didn't shake/exercise my body?
** You must feel curious & have laugh on me, right? easy...


**************************************************************************************************************


They was trying to mess up my room.

Here we're.


Music Ipod from Kegan.


Booze with us.

Subsequently, on the last night, we plan to have liquor party again and the venue held on my room with my lovely classmate for those who're invited.
Kegan brought his iPod and his lovely new iPod dock speaker and play some hitz song for us.
Ah fai was pretty EXCITED due to he had watched a football match at Manchester and MU score 3-0 vs. West man.
Whoa..
 Awesome night with awesome laughter from us, some of us was really tipsy and some of us still that sober.
We don't know what we are trying to do, and about me?

I was really tipsy for that moment, you can said that I'm easily get drunk but I guess all of us had enjoyed last night.

As the previous post, I did mentioned that I'll accompany Elison to make a tattoo & I did the 2nd one for myself but...
WT...! YOU, asshole!

Damn EMO, freaking GRIEVE right now...
I get stuck from the stupid THOU ART tattoo, should I blame them?
But I'm freaking pissed the way they cheated on us?
Don't tell me it was the communication barrier, they're 4 of witness who were listen to it that YOU mentioned.
And YOU, turn as a liar & told us another high price! 
Ugh... I gonna shed tear as I lost my cash with unreasonable which is over my budget limit?!
DAMN, I'm freaking poor right now!
Yesterday told us the low price for the small tattoo and today they cheated us after we did on it.
Should I argue with them?
No point for me to do that, because it is non-returnable 'goods' and still I've to beg someone to help and paid for this IDIOT liar. WT...freaking emo till I need to withdrawn my money from account which is getting lack of cash!
I just freaking angry the way they've cheated us, and I've to bear for it.

What kind of this business?
Never tell us properly and cheat us money.
T.T DAMN, it was hurt!
It's USELESS, because I need to faced the truth that I had paid for the stupid idiot lesson.
I lost the cash which I might feel that it's not worth for me to do that due to I need the money to use on other expenses.

And now?
NO mood to eat, drink, shop!
Although I've did it.
What to do? 
Because I'm not a rich girl and cannot feel any regret once I've had decided.
 
Lastly, took it as Lesson. Learn from mistake.

I guess majority of us kinda emo- ING because all of us had received the simulation assignment but poor of us included me doesn't satisfied how we score for, and I got 55/100 which out of my expected?
Yet, pretty upset to received the truth because I did applied the wrong case studies?
Alas, I can't believe I did the wrong way & I shouldn't lazy and made the mistake caused me get bad score in the coursework.What to do?
Back to EMO mode, but still then I need to work hard for my LAST assignment now!!!
By the way, Elison is decided to make a tattoo on tomorrow after she saw mine.
LOL, and my turn to accompany her.
Gosh, sound like I'm addicted to make the second one?
Beg me don't do that again.
Ugh...it'll will harm my pocket money!

Stay Tuned.

Another Japanese song from Abe Fuyumi, I ❤ the Melody.

Love, 
Florence.

Gosh, just a split of second...
Week 12 nearly soon, and 2 more assignments on hand now.
Recently, I was busy- ING with my group assignment.
Team with her- Elison, and him- Ujin for different modules.
One for the Warehouse operations and another one is Stat-line Shipping, which I need to search about the transshipment problems, blah blah blah...

I don't really get what it means actually due to it is quite complicated with the excel sheet plus mathematics?
Gosh... the most evil for me, I hate math because it is nasty.
However, I still have to overcome it!!!

Oh yea...
I found a ❤ quoted here,
" A teardrop is insignificant in a pool of water, but it can touch the soul as it runs down someone’s face. "
It's pretty touched.

Taeyang ~ I Need a Girl (Dance Version) [MV] [ENG SUB]

I abused to replay button.
I love the way how Taeyang and Dara dance for.

I ♥ PARTY.

How about YOU?
Like Nelly ft. Fergie sang that 'Party People',

Just walked through the door, what's it gonna be,
I can't get to the floor, boys/ girls all over me...
Where my party, pa-party.
Party, pa-partry people at?
Everyone ♥ PARTY!!

Well, was having celebration of liquor party, poker card, TRUE/DARE,
blah blah blah funny action...
with them.
Guys, it's pretty fun & awesome but too bad our liquor is insufficient.
Therefore most of us still that sober last night.
Yet, they promise next Party time everyone shall get their
own liquor at least 2o%-4o% alcohol vol.
Are they mad of ...?

And seriously they just wish to get drunk! ha-ha LMAO.
Meanwhile, do you know what is the consequence of party?
Imagine that every party have the different consequences.
Meanwhile, we do enjoyed that.
Fun and precious moment.

* Am I get drunk easily? *

Frankly, I'm lil' tipsy and I do miss that moment.
Hangover but still in control.

While she lays sleeping
I stay out late at night to play my songs
And sometimes all the nights can be so long
And it`s good when I finally make it home, all alone

While she lays dreaming,
I touch her face across the silver light
I see her dreams that drift up-to the sky
And she wakes up to my kiss and I say it`s alright
And I hold her tight.

Chorus
And she believes in me
I`ll never know just what she sees in me,
I told her someday if she was my girl
I could change the world with my songs, but

I was wrong
But she has faith in me
And so I go on trying faithfully
Forever in my heart she will remain
And I hope and pray
I will find a way,find a way
While she lays waiting

I ask myself do I hurt her so
What called me on a long and this lonely road,
Why don't I turn around and head back home where I belong
While she lays crying
For she knows my heart is ripped in two
I`m torn between the things that I should do
She deserves it all and I'd give it if i could, god her love is true

Chorus

While she lays sleeping
While she lays sleeping for me.

[ fair-sounding from RONAN KEATING's album. ]

'She believes in me', would the someone I ♥ affirm me that sentence?

I do angry him, am I?

Should I ask him or should I just ignore that?
At the same time, my heart achy ...
She said, 'Girl, it's better to be friend with him as normal since he is trying to fool your feel.'

I was thinking 'hah'?
I do blame myself I'm tenderhearted.
She said, 'o Girl, you're too weak.'
 I was stunned and answer that 'um, because still I expect something real?'

Do I?

Do you?
Why? Tell me the truth, please.
Don't be the heart-breaker towards me.
Indeed, I am confused of it.

Don't panic of my expression, I know I'm over react. *Rolling-eyes.* 

He brought his camera and turn to shoot my expression as memory records.
by U-jin (my good-friend) LOL 
oh my Gosh, am I look nervous?! ha-ha. silly of me I know.

Let's view how the progress of my first tattoo.

Stage 1, 
I choose to tattoo on my Left leg ankle side.
They remove off part my hair & stick on this design which I've had decided-
lil' Q- Dolphin.
Stage 2,
Adrian: 'Are you ready?'
Florence: 'Yes, I'm.'

Stage 3, 
And so on.
Indeed, I was like 'Ouch x2, it's kinda painful... please done it speedy, please!'

Ladies- Annie + Me + Elison, whom gonna tattoo at there.
By the way, U-jin & Kegan are the tattoo 'fans' as well.

The place which I made my 1st tattoo, Thou Art Tattoo
Chapel walk, Sheffield, United Kingdom.

He is my 1st tattoo artist- Adrian, & he told me that it was his 1st time to design the
Dolphin tattoo.
ha-ha. Overall, I'm quite satisfied with it.
(*Guys, patient...I'll post the photo once my tattoo be healed.)

Finally, I'd like to have a photo shoot with him before I leave.
Merci, Adrian.

 
I got my lil' Q Dolphin.

Hooray, It's on mine soul forever. 

In sudden, my mind kept appear in WHY? WHY? WHY?
Why does this happen towards me?
Is this pro or con for me?
I really disordered for this moment until I went and grab a stick of cigarette from my best friend and did a smoke just now. (it's bad for me I knew, but I really mad of my action)
You know I hate smoker, hate cigar, but I do hate myself ever more emotionally.
I wouldn't blame anyone else, this is because I'm moody right now.
I hate everything which make me bad.?
' Softhearted babe ' , perhaps I was but should I ?
I lost my way, I hate this kind of feeling.
It doesn't make me feel good all the time right now.
My brain keep working to think those of 'chickenshit'.

Well, I could conclude that,
NOTHING is perfect.
This is theory of life we faced all the time, we learn &we bear.
The lesson we should walk through all the time now.
Frankly, who willing to show FULL solicitude for ME.

对于你来说，

爱情是什么？
当两人的费洛蒙互相吸引，他们就会间接地靠近并一起努力，经营，甜蜜，付出，牺牲，
等等。。
这就是爱情吧？

而这是我突然间的情感。。
看见你的眼睛，我显然慢慢地掉了泪水。
我知道当我爱上一个人，我也许是彻底地输了。
我根本不适合爱上任何一个人，因为到最后我总是经不起考验。

我爱他， 又如何？
为了他，我掉了几次泪？
我累了，却痛苦为何我放不下他？
我根本不知道什么是恋爱，不该对它有任何强烈的情欲。
我的恐慌，我的不安，我的忧虑。
总是带给我多大的痛苦。
为何我不能痛快地爱，而却总是痛快地被受伤害？
有时候，我真的就快爱疯了。
总是在猜测，如何真心对待？如何相信？

这世界是拥有真爱的，而是否有那机会偶然遇见呢？
你我他？总是多余的存在，别问我爱情来得太快，也去的太快。
这仿佛是在取笑着我，我恨这世界有多残酷，但是我没权力责怪，因为爱情就是如此。
因为爱情， 它让你懂得珍惜你所拥有的，学会面对与克服问题的存在，学会如何爱与被爱，让你学会坚强当你被伤害。


而寂寞呢？
它又是什么角色？

每个狂欢的人，都是最寂寞的人。

有時人跟人就是因為寂寞而相互吸引

另一個人的存在只是為了填滿另一人多出來的空間罷了

期望在相處的時間裡找一點溫暖和自己存在的價值

因為寂寞而在一起互舔傷口

等到清醒後
才問自己到底怎麼了
也許再也醒不來
在不同的對象身上尋找慰藉
只因為寂寞 。

我们都寂寞， 不是吗？

Well, this is the random post that post some foods & drinks how I'll get myself to survive.

CARLING is here. 1 by 1 for us.
(*Don't misunderstand, I do not consume all. I reserve one for myself only.) 

Seaweed soup, DIY.
(*Thanks that mom bought me this for the organic healthy food and I cooked by myself.)
 

Instant pasta- cheese broccoli pasta.
(*I know instant food not that healthy but I have to cooked those as I'm busy for assignment & rushing for class sometime.)

Dessert time- my LOVE.

(*It was my first time tried for this favorite ice-cream as my friend told me BEN & JERRY sell at Malaysia with expensive price, therefore I do not forget to bought one or two to reward myself at UK here.)

As previous post mentioned, I went to LIVERPOOL Cheshire Oak Designer Outlet for shopping spree.
Here's the consequence.

I bought a new iPod cover from e-bay.com
here it is.  Lil' f pod transformation. =)
 

Consequence of SHOPAHOLIC. 

You should ban me to shop, please!
I'm BAD shopaholic girl but better than others as I was trying to limit my budget! :)

Cheshire oak designer outlet, It's time for shopping Spree!

Once in a blue moon. 

So I'll remind myself do not spent again, otherwise I've to lock myself.

Ha-ha.

As you all know, mostly of the people are self-centered, if you're allocated group with smart person, then your work is stressful but then you might perform well and get a good score as well.

Conversely, if you're allocated with lazy person, then you might be DOUBLE stressful because you might think over of unnecessary things, you might argue with your team-mate and so on.

你可知道

要女人清晨醒來

淩亂的面對一個愛的人

是需要有很大的勇氣

你可知道

當女人被男人

脫去自己的衣服

一絲不掛的在他面前

是需要多少的愛

你可知道

女人爲什麽會背朝你睡

因為她不喜歡看你的背影

如果你以後抱著她睡

她會安心一整個晚上

你可知道

女人把每一次的愛情

當作是初戀

也是這輩子最後一個來愛

你可知道

女人那麼愛吃醋不是因為不相信你

而是你在她心中太美好

她不希望這種美好倒映在別的女人眼中

你可知道

深愛你的女人在沖你發火以後

自己卻轉身不斷啜泣

你可知道

當女人頂著哭花的臉

走在街上

不管是不是有人在看她時

她的心已經快要死了

你可知道

她只會對她愛的男人嘮叨

也只會對她在乎的人耍性子

你可知道

她的任性 她的壞脾氣

其實都只是在對你撒嬌

希望你更重視她

你可知道

假若她不愛你

她根本不會對你發火

不會希望你去哄她

更不會為你掉眼淚

因為她不愛的人沒那本事

你可知道

當你離開她

留下她獨自一人

她有多大的期待和恐懼

而這一切都只是因為她愛你

而這一切都因為你還不夠懂她

女人知道太多不該知道的事情

男人不知道太多該知道的事情

於是，你們爭吵，你認為她脾氣不好，她認為你不夠遷就她

A Tatty is a marking made by inserting indelible ink into the dermis layer of the skin to change the pigment for decorative or other reasons.
Tattoos on humans are a type of decorative body modification, body piercing. 
I did some survey before at Chapel walk, Sheffield, UK. - Thou Art tattoo.
The pricing depends on what type of designs you're require and how long they make for it. So about my design is roughly about £50. (**based on my budget as well.**)
Initially, I feel afraid &nervous but I'd like to try for it since I've decided, today I had accompany my classmate, he did it first, he told me that not really painful but feel like peppery oh his hand.Meanwhile, I had paid my deposit (£20) and I decided to pierce the 1st tattoo on my ankle, and the appointment held on next week.
Ugh. Tension, should clap for the braveness of me or not?

Guys, I'll choose lil' Dolphin tattoo as my design since you all know
I'm fancy/addicted to Dolphin.
"What sweet mystery about this sea, whose gentle stirrings seem to speak of some hidden soul beneath." by Melville

Below is the source from website,
But what makes a dolphin tattoo so popular?
Aside from it being cute,
The meaning that a dolphin tattoo portrays is deeper than what meets the eye.

have long been believed to be the link between humans and the underwater world. Dolphins are mammals just like us.They are warm-blooded, intelligent, they communicate through their own language, they need air to survive, they give birth to live young and arrange themselves into families or pods.

No wonder us humans identify with these animals!
But the appeal of the dolphin does not end there.
Dolphins are free-spirited, playful, and are often seen frolicking in the water and this is what some of us want to capture in a dolphin tattoo.

They represent freedom, happiness, and love for life.

The symbol of the dolphin is also believed to bring good luck and prosperity to the person wearing it.
It is also the symbol of re-birth and hope for a better life ahead.
In Celtic beliefs, dolphins, which is associated with water, has the power to cleanse and rejuvenate a person and start life anew.

In Chinese philosophy, two dolphins represent harmony.
In Native American culture, these gentle creatures symbolize kindness, play energy , and wisdom.
They are regarded as the messengers of knowledge from deep within us.
When dolphins show up in the form of dreams, it is often positively regarded.

Dolphins in dreams represent change, hope, and happiness.

It sounds cool, right? how about YOU?

Lil' Q Dolphin- my ONLY Trademark.

P.S.- This is the example of picture, I'll upload my new tattoo photo after my appointment.

God bless me, it's awesome for me.

Once again, while I was facing with the thousand of words, I was like wt...I'm sorry but I'm really stressed out right now, till then still I've to continue my research till the end, as I promise that I'll done my part and combine with my group member as well.

I promise that, I'll try my best since  everyone said that 'It's Level 6' now, you should do everything by yourself, do not rely on others anymore, please.
It's useless when you need help but you doesn't put more and more and more and more EFFORT.

'Florence, life is tough so face it with your toughness'.

'I knew that, perhaps still I don't have much of confidence towards myself.'

Anyways, today I treat myself with a shopping spree at Cheshire Oak Designer Outlet.
(http://www.cheshireoaksdesigneroutlet.com/).
Sounds Syok for me but I confirmed that I'll get scold by parent.
Don't OVER and OVER spend again!
Damn it, the currency seems like going to raise some more. =.=
Please... I need to exchange Wei!
Why?
I'm planning to reward myself for the Euro-trip with my own pocket money.
I know I feel heavy heart, but since I at UK here, I should get myself a chance for the travel that I wish for, right?
I tell myself, how heavy heart of the money, but I'll try to earn back in my future!
Work hard now.

Regards,
Florence.