The Sun Brighten her.

sign of feeling
The bright of day.

You are the sun, so warm and bright.
When we are together, I feel so right.
I am the Moon. so dark and cold.
When you're not around to have me to hold.
In the future, when you kiss my lips. 
It will be so magical. Just like an Eclipse.
I can't wait until the day, when you look at me and say.
Will you be mine?
Let our lives intertwined.
I am the moon, You are the sun.
I ____ you.  And you are the one.
You are the one for me. 
And I am the one for you.
(Sources : Website.)



A day that I found myself smiling again.






An extraordinary girl who love natural world, loves tranquil solitude (occasionally). 



She loves the sunrise & sunset that brought different meaning of it.

A story that told her before,



"Know what you what to do, hold the thought firmly, and do every day what should be done, and every sunset will see you that much nearer the Goal."















Florence







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Let it be. 20.11







random











Recently, I feel frustrated on myself, some issues happen for myself that I couldn't find a better way to solve it. 
'Don't ever think or talk about it?' this is what I could heard from them. 



I was trying to have a nice talk with them but _________ .
They never know what I wish to do, to learn and to prove how much ability I could have.  Yet I know, I am lack of luck & experience?
Alright, what to do when I am really struggle for it?
All I could do now, Let it be like the song by the Beatles.
 At the same time,still I need time to analyze it.



  



Do you found the special date of today?

Perhaps nothing much different, as still we have to move forward.



uh huh.  In the early morning, I drove to Sunway Pyramid to have some walk and the 'purpose' of it.



No doubt, alone to there. Nothing wrong with alone, right? 

Perhaps I just need some lone chill, figure out something on mind.



Although I am not a Christian, still I like to listen to those merry Xmas song, with a nice melody. Yea, I prefers Xmas song more than CNY song, why? 



I found out that CNY song make me feel extra tension, mindset issues? 












The X'mas decoration of Sunway Pyramid. 2011









Ho ho ho! X'mas is nearly soon, most of the shopping mall get ready for the X'mas decoration. 

And this is the X'mas decoration of Sunway Pyramid.








hohoho. go grab your X'mas gift!



Saw that? A big ribbon of 'gift'. Go grab your X'mas gift for the wonderful X'mas.



 

I heard that most of the Sakae Sushi outlet begin to use iPad for the food/beverage order.




Without much hesitate, I wish to have a try and I walk in alone for my brunch moment.












sho sho sho. Sushi on the roll..










Are you crave for it?
















Sakae sushi. iPad!

































 

uh huh. The iPad for food/beverage ordering not for other purpose. 










Hm mm. wondering?









Hm-mm. which should I choose then?

.... 

Yes! the food list I have been ordered. 








Terriyaki Chicken Don.



  






Whoa! Kindly take note of it.



Giving of my curiosity, I order it and... slightly thicker of the salmon sushi. :)












Salmon Sushi.





Alright! I choose Terriyaki chicken Don and a plate of salmon sushi.






















Oiishii.









 



hm-mm I feel warm with the cup of warm genmaicha, at least it could warm myself a moment like this. 





The thought of day. 



Let it be.



Believe that life is worth living, and your belief will help create that fact.















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LOVE.







Love























LOVE is such an emotion which lifts us beyond all earthly troubles and 
pains. 



If we have LOVE in our life, we do not need anything else;

we are
 happy, carefree, and enthusiastic. 



Everything seems rosy! 



If there is 
no love present in our life, then it does not matter if we have loads of
 material comforts. 



Life will be dull, uninteresting and monotonous 
without love. 



Thus being in LOVE is the best experience that you can 
have!





Let us always meet each other with smile, for the smile is the beginning of LOVE. 



Learn.Love.Life. 





Florence











    

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em.UpHold it.







depression = (











Another public holiday for me in this month, I suppose go out for own entertainment.



Yet, I know even though I go out but I couldn't find myself smile like last time again. 



At the same time, I do not find any meaning of it, I know I rather stay at home in the end.



I know what am I doing, it doesn't matter right or wrong, at least I found myself I'm willing to do so.



Day by day, Time by time, I learn how to conquer the hollowness.



No matter how tough of it, I still hold tight the persevere with [it].

All along, only blog make me feel released from what I have keep in _____ .









5.11 - After finished work, heading to a place for some lone chill and plan that I have set in advance. 

Somehow, my heart was trying to look for something that I wish about.

No clue of it, ate & walk alone, look around here and there.

In sudden, I feel the emptiness and I thought of it.

Suddenly, I look for the place that familiar with a picture that I have before. Indeed, I was trying to recall it...








Lone cup of.











 Uphold it. This is all I could do.







Today such a bad luck for me, the stupid car messed my day again, sigh.



While driving to home, the light instruction keep wink with me and I don't know what was that?

The night seems dark, I was feeling afraid of the incident.

Initially, dad ask me try to drive home but the car do not wish to listen the instruction.

In sudden, my car breakdown accidentally and stop over at the roadside which make me feel scare and nervous.

While being forced to stop at there, few of the stranger or motorcycles trying to stop and peep on me, the way they stare at me feel so scary.

I was trying to start the car engine but it makes the car get worse.

I have no idea what's wrong with the car and I was trying to contact my parent again and inform them the incident and they nag and scold me again. sigh.

I do not feel good at all as I never expect the incident happen in that way.

At the same time, my personal phone couldn't work well.

Grrr... I wish to talk with dad  more while waiting but he choose to hang up my call.

The distance seems far from home to here, I was waiting but heart beat jumped unusually as the road look grisly.

All the time, I learn to be brave as I can but sometime I really ...

On that moment, I make a call for [it], wish to get some __________ to comfort.

Unfortunately, I am in the bad luck.

I question myself, am I look so that disgusted or that annoy?

I couldn't give myself an answer, perhaps I should admit I am. sigh weep :'(

I cross my hand and pray, pray for the car and myself.

I admit sometime still I feel insecure when I'm in the dark-side or remote area.

In the end, mom keep on blaming me for the incident, dad doesn't feel happy and how do i?

My car has to send for maintenance again. AGAIN, it is going to kill my wallet AGAIN.

(the price amount, you know.sigh.) 

I really depressed, really bad luck.

I pray again, Dear GOD. Please give me some luck!









6.11 - Family day? Get the command from dad that few of us have to follow and attend for this 'family day'.

 We went to new house for sweep & clean task, I should take photo how the differences of before and after but not allow to bring camera.

Lots of dust & cement, blah blah blah. In order to get the thing done asap, continue cleaning fast as I can and I realize that ______ house will exhaust your time & energy. 

(No doubt it caused me ate two bowls of rice afterward.)

When come to cleaning, I'm not a ladies ger, still I could work for those task. 

Don't forget I be trained from sport and currently participate for gym fitness.



7.11 - Went for gym and stay at home for the _____________ . 

That's all for my holiday. 

50% in progress.

I pray!






Florence



need LUCK. 









    

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Truth or Lie?







Emotional



















 



 If a lie detector on your hand, how much would you dare to lie? 



I know how much of the pain and still...  



I lie, I find excuse to cover my mistake.

I don't wish this to be happen, but will someone trust me? 

I couldn't overturn since it has been happened. 



Blame myself, realize that I lie, and I know I don't have the ability.



I lie but at the same time I don't feel good and feel guilty of it.

Blame myself that I do not make the sentences clear & confused it.

I lie, I excuse.

I kill myself.  

I just wish to hide the truth as I don't wish to reveal it.

But... perhaps I was wrong.

Hiding the truth, just shattered my own personality trait.

This is how bad attitude of myself.





Should I.

hide the lie?

hide the truth? 




Truth or Lie? 



 I always try to cover it,tell myself don't expose it, hide it tight & still failed to keep it.  





I learned to be smart but I'm not really strong in lie.

A lie harm myself that lose the dignity, personality.

The demons of stupidity of me. 







 


I'm sorry. 



I know I lie, you feel hurt.

I know I hide, you feel frustrated. 







All truth is simple... is that not doubly a lie? 



One may sometimes tell a lie, but the grimace that accompanies it tells the truth. 







I should like to lie at your feet and die in your arms.
 



Even if you tell me you hate me, I'm never letting go of you.



Can I?




 by her. ='( 















 







    

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D' moment of Growing.







Quotes














D' moment of Growing.





I like this picture after edited.







The moment of Growing. 

I believes days by days, they grow higher & higher like their age. 

I believes they rely on each other while needed. 

And I believes they went through how much of difficulties...

fight for the wind, the rain, the lonely night, the unpredictable fate on them.

Life is unpredictable, I believes they've learn to be tough while in the growing stage.

How much have they faced about, we don't know as we don't know what's happen in next.

While I look at this picture, something hint my mind.

Learn to enjoy in the growing stage, Learn to enjoy what we have on hand.

What if you're alone? or with another?

Still you have to grow up, from this stage to that stage.

Try to fulfill your world, fulfill your heart that you wanted.

You'll find another meaningful part while growing stage.



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Respect and honor his brilliant, spiritual, perseverance! R.I.P, Steve Jobs. 

“Your time is limited, so 
don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma — 
which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let 
the noise of others’ opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important,
 have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow 
already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is 
secondary.” [Steve Jobs] 




Regards,





Florence









    

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Just a message from you...







Love



















"Beep Beep!"



This is how I feel when I received a message from 'someone'.



It is how important when you're waiting for the the special 'someone/VIP' to text you a message.



You keep on wait, wait, & waiting.



And while the phone ring. 



And you know that just a message from him/her makes your heart go all smileys!







Right? No doubt, It's TRUE!



Just like the picture showed. 



I admit that I just as that girl.



The feel totally different after I received a message from the one I wish for.



Your 'good' text, I smile. 













Finally, I got [it] back. 



Keep telling myself, I should appreciate the precious of [it].



Treat myself better & also the one as I can.



Your smile is the main key for my day.



Your smile, I smile.







Omg! Thank you.

I smurfs like it.











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The ONLY way.







Emotional











26 September 2011





I knew the last night of me, kind of abnormal.

I knew he don't like this kind of action.

I knew he will choose to ignore my existence. 

It's hurt for him when I was there.

I knew how much he dislike but this is the only way I could do to meet him as I worry he might won't choose to meet me anymore. 



While driving to there, I don't feeling well but still I persist to there. 







Love conquers all, especially fear.









I wait for him and I could expect what is the consequences after that and still I wish to have a try.



While he leaving, I should chase but I couldn't. 



On that moment, I kept on coughing & puke again, I wish to drive but I can't. 





I took rest there before I leave alone.

I don't dare to expect much, purely need him at that moment.
















I know I truly hurt him, that's why I wish to tell him how much I could do.

But it seems still the bad outcome from [it].

I don't wish to argue with him, I just wish to meet him personally, confess what I wish about.

Still I wish to concern him, still I wish to _____  him.

Regardless how he treat me that (good/bad/worse), still I don't give up! 



I wish you to be with me but I'm trying my best to treat you well as I can.

I'd used my way to _____ you as I can.





by her.

Never doubt my ♥.









    

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There's something missing in my heart...







Emotional

























All I need is YOU. Not Alone.













Nothing special for my weekend.

I know the yesterday of me lost direction which brought him feel irritated.

I truly sorry and thanks he guide me back. 

  

Today, I stay at home, wish to continue my post for myself or [it] before [it] will be 'shut down'.

While I was doing draft for my blog, blog-spot update itself, then only I realize the layout of blog-spot has changed by today, which I found it better than last time.

It's good to have some improvement therefore we could learn from it. 



Meanwhile, I kept on listen some song again.
The special song that I kept repeatedly again & again. 

 I know how emo I am. Yet, still I thought about [him].

I look at my phone again & again. Wish to press some words, to text.
Yet, I feel gutless & breathless.
I'm blank in so sudden to text any word for him.

Worry that my text make him feel annoy or irritated.
How much I wish to do but I feel lost.
It's useless when I brought those no value way to show my way.
I purely wish I could encounter with him to say I'm sorry I do not mean that.
Will he listen to me again?



 Yet, my answer still the same as mine!




Before I'm going to bed, I try to press [it] but failed.



















There's something missing in my heart...



I miss you. This is all I could say.



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Don't Leave ___  Alone.







sign of feeling










Don't leave [ ___ ] Alone.
Lately, I keep my phone stay close with me.
Reason being, I just don't want lost the only 'touch' with [it].
A call, text, voice from [it] that I wish the phone could ring back,
I wish [it] could respond me even if [it] decided to hate me.
I truly feel depressed when I failed [it] again & again.
Still I don't wish to give up!
I told myself that.
Nothing to failed myself even if I failed [it].

Once again, I have to learn tough, learn more tough than others!
I know  the weaknesses of myself, but I don't give up.
I've the right to pursue what I wanted.
I decided to step out.
I have to take a deep breath to show how much of courage I have.

I don't want to be defeated so that easily.
I don't want to be treated like that.
I have to step out to get [it] back.
I don't dare to expect but I'll try to demonstrate it.

Yet.
From this moment, I know how courage I have.
I'll make it. All by myself.

  
Florence









    

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