Let it be. 20.11

Recently, I feel frustrated on myself, some issues happen for myself that I couldn't find a better way to solve it.
'Don't ever think or talk about it?' this is what I could heard from them. 
I was trying to have a nice talk with them but _________ .
They never know what I wish to do, to learn and to prove how much ability I could have.  Yet I know, I am lack of luck & experience?
Alright, what to do when I am really struggle for it?
All I could do now, Let it be like the song by the Beatles.
 At the same time,still I need time to analyze it.
 
Do you found the special date of today?
Perhaps nothing much different, as still we have to move forward.
uh huh.  In the early morning, I drove to Sunway Pyramid to have some walk and the 'purpose' of it.
No doubt, alone to there. Nothing wrong with alone, right? 
Perhaps I just need some lone chill, figure out something on mind.

Although I am not a Christian, still I like to listen to those merry Xmas song, with a nice melody. Yea, I prefers Xmas song more than CNY song, why? 
I found out that CNY song make me feel extra tension, mindset issues?

The X'mas decoration of Sunway Pyramid. 2011
Ho ho ho! X'mas is nearly soon, most of the shopping mall get ready for the X'mas decoration. 
And this is the X'mas decoration of Sunway Pyramid.

hohoho. go grab your X'mas gift!
Saw that? A big ribbon of 'gift'. Go grab your X'mas gift for the wonderful X'mas.


I heard that most of the Sakae Sushi outlet begin to use iPad for the food/beverage order.
Without much hesitate, I wish to have a try and I walk in alone for my brunch moment.

sho sho sho. Sushi on the roll..

Are you crave for it?

Sakae sushi. iPad!
uh huh. The iPad for food/beverage ordering not for other purpose.

Hm mm. wondering?

Hm-mm. which should I choose then?
....
Yes! the food list I have been ordered. 

Terriyaki Chicken Don.
 
Whoa! Kindly take note of it.
Giving of my curiosity, I order it and... slightly thicker of the salmon sushi. :)
Salmon Sushi.
Alright! I choose Terriyaki chicken Don and a plate of salmon sushi.

Oiishii.




hm-mm I feel warm with the cup of warm genmaicha, at least it could warm myself a moment like this.


The thought of day.
Let it be.
Believe that life is worth living, and your belief will help create that fact.

Florence

恋人 变 朋友/陌生人

1.分手后,我还认识你,不过不想再见你,你过的好,我不会祝福你,你过的不好,我不会嘲笑你。因为我们从此陌生。你的世界不再有我,我的世界不再有你。我不能再珍惜你,抱歉,我失去的,也是你失去的。

2.很偶尔的,你会找我,联系我,你的突然出现,还是会挑拨我的心弦。只是,我也学会对你伪装了,不冷不热,不咸不淡,笑得没心没肺,也不会再流那廉价的眼泪了。然后听你轻轻地说:“你变了。”

3.总要等到过了很久,总要等退无可退,才知道我们曾亲手舍弃的东西,在后来的日子里,再也遇不到了。

4.再见了,我那么那么爱你,虽然笨拙,但也努力做了好多,所以我不遗憾了。现在,我把爱情还给你,你把我仅有的一点点骄傲还给我好不好?

5.我还是会相信爱情,只是不会再相信爱情能永远。

6.你突然点醒我,我们相识的时间能够以年计算了,你找到了你爱的,而我,还在原地徘徊着。

7.我们再也不会像以前那样,以彼此为不可替代;我们再也不会像以前那样,那样用力的爱,直到哭了出来。

8.一天,我终于不再思念他,因为他离开太久了,我的习惯已经不再是习惯。

9.一直固执的以为面对什么事情我都能够坦然的微笑,可是,终于在你转身决定离去的一刹那,我泪如泉涌,不可抑制。这是,过往的幸福嘲笑着心中的疼痛,原来,世界上最痛的痛是离开。

10.我赢了所有人,却输掉了你。

11.最浪漫的情话,是当那个已经跟你分手了的情人打电话来问:“你好吗?”你稀松平常的回答:“我很好。”而其实你还爱着他,你一点也不好。

12.有天当你想起我,时间已摆平所有的错,也学会不再问为什么。直到有一天,面对爱情开始吝啬,会不会怀念当初的炙热?一路上经过各自曲折,直到有一天,选某个人相濡以沫。

13.当看破一切的时候,才知道,原来失去比拥有更踏实。

14.有一个人,教会你怎样去爱了,但是,他却不爱你了。

15.与其到处找借口,不如直接说一句我不爱了。

16.没有他我不会不习惯,因为我从来没有习惯拥有他。

17.忘记那个人,不如忘记自己,告诉自己,不是怕他忘记,而是怕他有一天重新把你想起。岁月带走的是记忆,但回忆会越来越清晰。真的有一天,他回过头来告诉你,他一直在惦记你,千万不要相信,因为,他已经不是原来的他,而你,也不再是过去的你。

18.我再也不会奋不顾身的去爱一个人了,哪怕是你。

19.我心里一直有你,只是比例变了而已。

20.现在终于到了要分别的时候,他比我先走,我反而觉得有点欣慰。这样的悲伤,迟早会让我们其中一个人单独体会,就让我来承担好了。

21.望着你离开的背影,我告诉自己要坚强,不哭,是因为爱你,更是因为懂你。

22.我们都这样离散在岁月的风里,回过头去,却看不到曾经在一起的痕迹,尽管,曾今那么用力的在一起过。

23.转弯只为遇见你,却忘记了,你也会转弯。

24.总以为,在最初的地方,有一个最原来的我,就也会有一个最原来的你。

25.你有新欢了,我连旧爱都不是。

26.也许有一天,你回头了,而我却早已,不在那个路口。

27.结局和过程都有了,再去纠缠,连自己都觉得贪婪。

28.忘记你,是为了证明我可以忘记你。

29.撕心裂肺的挽留,不过是心有不甘的表现。

30.第一次的爱,始终无法轻描淡写。

31.没有什么忘不了的,总会在以后的时间忘了你,先忘了你的样子,再忘了你的声音,忘了你说过的话,现在不行,以后也可以。

32.似乎等待了一百年,忽然明白,即使再见面,成熟的表演,不如不见。

33.我知道,忘记是件轻松的事情,只要不看着,不想着,不记着,就忘记了,就像,烟火过后的天空 。

Love means for me.


The meaning of LOVE.
If choose in human, I'd said he's the one I love most-
My future husband, My true love?
This is because he will be my family in future, no doubt.


Second, my only golden star, My DADDY.
He is the one in my heart full with passionate, strongman, Macho, Lovely.
I Love him, no doubt.


At the same time, I do love My MOMMY.
She's the pretty lady all the time, someone could said we're sister.
I do miss her right now, she's the one whom cares me all the time,
she likes nagging but this is the way she show her love towards us.
I Love her, no doubt.


Yet, if you ask me in animal, that's the only one again- My Dolphin.
An friendly harmony symbol for me, my fortune last forever.
Meanwhile I made a dolphin tattoo in my soul as well, the strongly love I got for it.


Lastly, I'll observe my soul mate in the future, my future husband. Who he is?
The answer will be release when I got the chance to get marry.
I'll love him last forever, if he treat me well and I treat him vice versa.
Nothing much to compare yet.
Because he is worth for me to do so once I found the true love.

Love is surrounding us, cherish it when you've realized the meaningful of it.

Tick Tock.
tick tock.
Tick tick Tock.

Happy New Year 2011!
Time passed so fast, my 3 days holidays is going to end soon.
So what I did in the 1st of January 2011?
There're some photos here to voice out but then :(
the poor quality 3.2 megapixel of my phone have this kind of result.

Celebration new year eve at Centro mall, Klang.
I saw my sister, she was selling beers that night,
and I ask her to took a photo for fun but too dark. :(


The last day of 31st of Dec 2010, such a unlucky day for him, Mr.K
He felt pissed off because we're suppose go to The Curve watch firework.
Unfortunately, car accident incurred near the road of Bkt Tinggi there.
Another stupid fella's car, BGA 9558 hit Mr.K's car.
Sorry for here that I post up his car plate #, but that fella is stupid idiot brainless.

At first, I was hesitate who's the wrong one, but end up all of our friend accompany Mr.K to JPK traffic police station makes some report due to that stupid fella not willing to compensate.
Mr.K stated that he do brake his car before he drive along to another road and the fella's car don't know why step into our lane and hit Mr.K's car.
However, the police stated that Mr.K was the fault one because he used the turn road lane therefore he need to pay the compensate although that fella was the P license or others else.

I do feel pissed off because that stupid Chinese fella harm us that we cannot go KL for new year eve celebration therefore plan changed and we went to Modesto, Centro mall, Klang.
Unluckily, we saw that fella in the same pub, he and his friends was sit beside our table and that fella kept stare on us and Mr.K.
Alright, when we're going to get our car after the party, only we realize that car of Mr.K was scratched and that stupid fella was the first we suspected.
Mr.K felt emo and upset for his car, I've no idea how to console because he feels pissed off and he wanna makes some revenge.
And I know, this is their (guy) style.

As a lady, I do not meddle in therefore I just picked him up for lunch in the next day, have some drink and surf net session.
At night, I drove him to 'OVER TIME', a new opening pub cafe near BKT TINGGI there, few glasses of cocktail, listen to some live band song.
Bunch of friends have joined with us too.
And I do like the environment there, those singer have a good performance that night.
Of course, while listen some song, I've some crap with Mr.K and hope that he won't mind about that.
I do talkative sometime, and I do autistic too.


In the afternoon, I brought my lappy and F'Pod.
Went to Starbucks coffee and I've order a cup of VENTI JAVA CHIPS for myself.
(while waiting sister as my mum instruct me to fetch her back)



OVER TIME promote their STARKER barrel beer, from GERMANY.
There're special in barrel decoration, good lighting too.



Today is the 2nd of January, Sunday and tomorrow is Monday BLUE :(
As usual, I'll went out in the Sunday.
My KL's friends will come to my hometown and I'll bring them for Bah Kut Tea, shop or drink then.

Stay tuned.

I belong to whom?

Yet, I have a question here, I belong to whom?

Aren't you? or myself?
Nobody could understand what I really want, including myself.
I just feel confusing what am I suppose to do?
If I'm not belong to yours then mean I'm not belong to myself.
I belong to chance or destiny.

I was trying to figure it out, am I look so sophisticated?
LOL, laugh with a big smile and I realize life is tough.
No one will sympathy what you've because they was facing their issues as well.
As usual, people would like to request and request and they always hope to get the good feedback.
But no one would really got the perfect one, and you shouldn't request much or over more, it will caused trouble for yourself or others.

As a lady, I admit that I've kind of request and
I just wonder how long it could satisfy of my desire.
People are always the ego one, they just wanna satisfy their desire more than others.
Could it consider as human nature?
I don't know or only mine attitude was that.

HARI HAJI- A Day Off.

Today was a Public holiday for me, yet I don't have any plan of it.
Face book ING- and of course time to upload some new photos for my blog.
*wink*
Upload my Euro trip DAY 8 Florence Tour in my Face-Boo album.
Take a look there/ feel free please drop a comment as well.

There was another good choice which is to lock myself at home without spending any cents of it.
Seriously, if I'm the person who're non-stop spending and I couldn't have any savings of course.
As mention, how am I gonna repay all the debt that I've owe right now?

It's time to pay everything of the expenses, loan, blah blah blah.
Gosh, I could mess my world by NO PLAN right now.

Feeling lost in sudden. :(
Life is tough and I've created a kindergarten poem...

Driving like a tortoise
Working like an ants
Eating like a tiger
Playing like a monkey
Sleeping like a pig

That's LIFE which I wonder?
Meaningless.


I need to move forward.

NEW hair cut

As usual, sherlly & yanly and me went for swimming in the early morning somewhere Bandar botanic there, then I had my hair cut at Arezzo saloon (Bukit tinggi 2) , I know I LOVE my long hair very much, but due to my hair tail is dry and damage therefore best friends suggest me that I should cut it short more and equally long.
I should upload photos here but I'm lazy to self capture, so next time ya. :)


At the night, after some briefing (part time job) I went out with friends for movie.
We watched 'Unstoppable', such a great show that I found out Engineer was pretty great!
They used their knowledge and experience to solve the problem when difficulties.
They used to cares their family by showing out their love by action.
Deal with the problem calmly not to because of high value property but with high value of human life.

In the early morning, I drove to Premier Hotel, bukit tinggi there for the part time work.
Position as Usher-er for the SANY + TOP-MECH event of the product launching, it was simple and I realized that the SANY company made from China which produce different kind of truck, crane, so on. I'm kinda interested of it because it might related what I've study right now, Logistics.
Of course I've met my old primary school mates as well. :)


That's all, because I gonna go out now.
Stay tuned.

WHAT if I'm bald??



What THE HELL!

Hair loss getting serious...??

I went to a hair care centre to make some checking and treatment since mummy had bought me a voucher.
At first, I'm not willing because all the time I kept thought that my hair is not that bad, just Lil' bit of dry and damage.
But just a few minutes, the hair consultant told me lot of bad point about my hair.
Gosh, I can't imagine if my hair keep falling till stage 5 once day. (BALD)
=__________=
Meanwhile, I doubt that.

She told me that mine one is the beginning stage of hair losses, blah blah blah.
My problem was - oily scalp, dry hair, hair root doesn't in good health...
ugh... I am a girl of course I couldn't accept what she said.
But it's true, hair losses serious than last time, dandruff more in back head.
Damn, imagine that if I'm bald in a day, could you be friend with me? could you love me?
I really can't imagine that I dare to go out and I would hide myself once I am that bald!

Gosh.!
and Now, I should take good care of it!!
No much of alcohol, No fried food, No spicy, No late sleep, No much of dye hair and so on!!
Remind me then..... :(

By the way, I doubt that since friends had told me, they might be consult you much because of 'business purpose'? =.=
Whatever, still I remind myself do not neglect healthy.

Real Lao Zha Bor speaks...




A music video that rap by ms. Laozhabor, AWESOME! :)
As usual, my friends ask me for brunch 'Bah kut tea' with them
since they're off today.

After then, we went to Klang parade for some window shopping,
and don't know why I am easily doze off recently.
Isn't I'm too tired or something wrong?

I've no idea but I wonder am I getting old? or health issues?

Still then, I came back home and do nothing.
so continue net surfing, I found out this- http://laozhabor.blogspot.com/
If not mistaken and your guys watched the movie before- 'Just follow law',
she was one of the character who said that
'It's nothing, I got my blog some more' called 'laozhabor.blogspot.com'. LOL
She was the Singapore Actress with quite few of movies and
she been so famous right now!
I don't know what is her real name
but she is famous with her nickname- ms. laozhabor.
She is cute and cheerfulness actress,
I do like her with what she play-act in the movie.
And I realized she got her own blog,
you might doubt of that but It's true!
check it out if you're interested...
to know more about how she learn to use laptop and blog herself.
Picture showed thousand words and she did post lot of her pictures to share how happiness she was,
from her blog, you'll found out the happiness, toughness and etc.

I was thinking that how good
if my parent would like to create a blog for their own.
Still then, I was thinking when I am the LAOZHABOR,
could I have the time and energy to typing and blogging?
It might no one interested to read it, but I'd like to post then.
NO doubt. *nod-head*

oh time to be prepare now, gonna dress up myself and
attend the wedding Banquet invitation.
Stay tuned.

XoXo,
Florence

✿ Miss You - 4Tune

My friend tagged me this therefore I post it here for some review.
this little game is pretty funny. Try it and have fun!!!
RULES:
1. Put your i Tunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 20 friends. (Random)
5. Everyone tagged as to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!
1. IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
✿ So Happy I Could Die - Lady Gaga
* perhaps something wrong on that moment? :(
2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
✿ Make it with you - Olivia
* U mm. I cannot describe my character well, but I believe I'm not that bad for you.

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
✿ I Need You - West-life
* sound desperately? Yea, I need You when I fall in someone.
4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
✿ Mirror Mirror - M2M
* before have dinner 'celebration' with family, guess I need mirror to dress up myself. ;)

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
✿ Book of Days - Enya
* just like every chapter of the books. There are no mistakes in LIFE, just LESSONS. :)
6. WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
✿ Bittersweet - Olivia Ong
* I realized that life is filled with bittersweet no matter what!

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
✿ True - Ryan Cabrera
* Isn't it? I do hope they could judge about it... :)
8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
✿ You and Me - Olivia Ong
* u mm.. They always think of me and family.
9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
✿ Viva la Vida - Cold-play
* Bless everything will be fine! ^^
10. WHAT IS 2 + 2?
✿ No Love - Simple Plan
* No Love? does it true? I doubt that. :(
11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
✿ is this LOVE - May's
* I believe LOVE is surrounding us, I LOVE them, they LOVE me too.

12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
✿ Homecoming - Hey Monday
* Home is the best for LIFE, best for YOU & ME. Come home when You need it.

13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
✿ Want Love - Hysteric Ego
* Exactly in my mind? LOVE prove everything. Live your life crazy and love every second of it.

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
✿ No Limit - 2 unlimited
* Ha-Ha NO LIMIT, guess no limit for me to talk about, think about, love about, kiss about, just wanna NO LIMIT get close with you.

15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
✿ Close To You - JLS
* Such a nice song, close to you. ' I wish that you were here with me tonight. '

16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?-
✿ A day without rain - En ya
* I hope that's a day without rain and teardrop. I'll be smile into your heart. : )

17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
✿ Dearly Beloved - Kaoru Wada
* I got lot of hobby and interest, the most I like was listening those 'sentimental' song.

18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR
✿ Shut up and Let me go - The Ting Tings * Isn't it?
19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET ?
✿ Secrets - One Republic * As it stated, Secrets XD
20. WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
✿ Sunny Rain - Yiruma * Yea, a sunny rain .

21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
✿ 我不懂你 (I do not understand) - Linda Chung
* sometime I do not understand them well, as you know, people get change easily.

22. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
✿ Miss You - 4Tune
* I do miss someone but I guess I was wrong...

So what?

I'm not English educated, so what?

Sometime I do feel that I'm kind of abnormal.
Well, I wonder what's wrong if I'm not exactly an English educated?
Of course, you might judge that my English is superb suck,
criticize my thinking, satirize my writing.

So are you gonna save me up? teach me? more than criticize me...?
Isn't it?
I know I'm not good enough but still then I've learn to improve myself all the time right now! +____________+
so I'm real Chinese educated & I learn English as I can!
I used my heart to learn, to explore, to get know with you!
That's called life!
So what?

It's Puppy! We named it as INKY.




Weeppii!
My sister brought a little puppy to my home.
I've no idea what species it is?
(Shih Tzu Dog mixed?)

Whatever, It's a girl puppy with black color hair, eyebrow in light brown.
She's just 1 month big, puppy look of course.
We decided to nurture it, try our best to be with it.
Our new family member, a cutie doggies :)

Yea, we decided named it as INKY (since black color ink it is.)
I recall last time I used to be afraid of dogs and now as well, I guess I like puppy more than a big fierce dog.
Anyways, I need some time to communicate with little puppy.

It's been a long time that I doesn't take train after back to Malaysia.
Today I took train to KL due to I got a part time job, online game promoter (rappel z, high street 5). 
Venue- Taylor university (new campus), it's awesome building, quite jealous of them who being a student right now.

I realized father and friends was scolding me that why I choose to work for this lousy part time?
I should get into my permanent job and not to have this kind of joke.
Alright,
It’s my life & I’ll live it how I want. please.