It's the last day of the year 2010.
I'm here to present a nice WONDERFUL song-

最好的我
Jaychee Chan & Serene Kong

It was the song which my colleague (Ronnie) strongly recommend me that,
and I kept click and listen it repeatably.
I do really love it.
It's meaningful for couple who do love each other.

我不在乎什么天长地久，我只在乎你想不想要拥有.

I don't care for what's eternal, I only care whether or not you want everything.
my sincere and warm hand of pair.
I will accompany you whether to smile or to cry.
I don't care how long you'll stay the next time you come.
I only care about this unprecedented heartbeat.
I won't leave because I LOVE YOU so.
I want to give you the best of me even if we're only friends.

But I know you deserve better and more.

How long could I wait for another new guy?
I promise I would forget the past.

I just don't wanna be em lone.
Date of emo post: 31-12-2010

** Anyways, wishing everyone HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011!!

Fried rice of...

Char keow teow, RM12.90

Spaghetti of...

Glass of mixed ice coffee.

As refer to the photos above...
(sorry for photography skill due to my hand-phone is outdated.)

Last week, I was thought about my sis-ta therefore I ask her (Elison) to have a meet.
I'm here to thank that my colleague (CK),
who willing to drove me and accompany me there.
We went to the Garden cafe, @1 Utama.
The Garden theme was definitely felt through out the cafe and it's definitely a head turner for anyone who passes this area in 1 utama.

The cafe set in what looks like a cottage garden,
we can see arches covered with blooms around, wrought iron gates, hanging basket hooks, tulle, small potted plants and plenty of silk flowers.
Their decoration just make your feel like you're dining in the garden.
As usual, we dining not more than 1 hour then we gonna rush back home because both of us are late and we have to work for the next day.
Therefore, I bid farewell with Elison and might be invite for another date.

Anyways, non-stop talking between us.
I told her, I miss the moment during UK and also KL, place that I study.
blah blah blah...

Alright, waiting for another date.
Stay tuned.

Ding Ding Dong Dong!!
Merry X'mas!!


This year of Xmas I spent my day with my lovely best friends them.
We went to Sanctuary club, @ the curve.
Booze liquor with them.
Seriously, I'm drunk.
I don't know what the hell I was doing and I drunk like nobody business.
Suffering myself and others who really cares about me.
I'm sorry about that. :(
I used to promise them that I drink, won't drunk.
In the end, I'm still the persistent and suffered myself again.
That day, my mind was sophisticated, I can't breath well.
I feel mortified, I thought of someone who will dump me there.

But I do not cry, I do not shed my tear.
Even so I do shed my tears because of the agony.
However, we had fun that night.
I'm dead drunk.
Of course, another member who joined me too, Mr.Don.
He is the fella who're more pity than me.
He even drunk like cannot move himself and need others to carry him up to his room.
Well, this is not a good action.
And I should prohibit myself for drinking too much.
Couldn't I?

Anyways, Mr. B has been split up with me for this complicated relationship.
He was right. I'm not really suitable for him.
What if still I like him, still we will ended up.

Back to my single life again.
How long could I feel this loneliness?

I should put more efforts on my work and dream.
Couldn't I?

Alright, another of my emotional post.
Mr.B said 'goodbye' with me, so we're definitely GAME OVER.
He knew I always treat him well,
he knew that he couldn't spend his time with me.
And He said 'sorry for everything, wish you all the best'.

I realized...
he was the past tense for me but he had taught me some.
Choose to be friend better than hurting yourself.
I need TIME, to prove myself that I could forget about.
I promise.

My favor Jersey, red and orange color.

When I was 16 years old, I got the red basketball jersey.

When I was 17 years old, Orange favor jersey for our girl team.

:P The 1st basketball jersey when I was 15 years old, I got my lucky no. as 12

Basketball is one of my hobby when I was 12 years old.
At first I played badminton due to my father's impact but my secondary school doesn't really focus on badminton game therefore I've to enrolled myself in basketball team.
I like sport, I do crazy about basketball last time.

Can't stop playing with it, can't stop train myself for the basketball even if it's hot weather or a hard game for me.
It brought a lot of memories for me, I used to be my school basketball player, been a girl basketball captain and assistant.
I'm kinda famous, and some people used to tease me as FLOWER of basketball team.
(Have a Joke, of course.)

Well, I'm not a good basketball player of course as I admit I am weak in stamina section.
It recall me that when I'm the captain (Girl), I need to handle all the stuff related to basketball.
I cried before, give up before till I insisted to play the last basketball competition.
I'm crazy about basketball last time, I beg my parent bought a basketball shoes (AND 1) for me and I promise them I'll work hard in my study too.
I did it but with the Passed.

Of course, I used to participate lot of basketball street game, 3-on-3 Pertonas, AND 1, Adidas, etc.
U mm if not mistaken, I remember that my team got 3rd prizes before.

It recalls me that...

I cried because I couldn't found out enough of team member (girl) to participate the competition.
I cried because my team member gave up to played the last game match.
I cried because conflict between team member.

I insisted because I found out we got the chance to fight back.
I insisted because I like to have fun with my team member while we're training hard.
I insisted because the spirit of everyone on hope.

Basketball brought lot of memories for me,
and I do cherish the time with them.
THANK YOU

❤
Unforgettable.
NO.12

Below article was took from someone blog
(my friend- hope he won't mind of it, guess who you're and I do interested of your post therefore...)
and I just wanna share it out here.
Please have a look of it, and you're welcome to comment about it.

Sex.
Even mentioning it is taboo in Asianized Culture.
However, when you open up your horizon.
Two of the largest population of the world is YES.
ASIAN Countries. China and India.
Someone in China and India is saying "Oh we cant talk about sex"
But they are FUCKING. YES.
I can tell you, when you are reading this sentence right now,
At least 1000 people is have sex in China and India respectively.
How Contradicting.

Sex is an healthy issue. Let me tell you one fact conducted by the US.
More than 65% of women have higher sex urge after marriage than before marriage.
Meaning that 3 of 5 women wants more SEX after marriage in US.
Girls always have 1 mindset intercepted in their brain.
They will always say, a guy will always want to have sex with girls.
For my point of view, and based on the statistics I'd Proudly say HELL NO.
Both of the sexes have sexual urges. This is proven by science.
Humans are one of few mammals who have sex for Fun and Joy.
So I'd say release your sexual urges and have sex now.

Sex is not always about how big your penis is or how big is your breast.
As long its functional. You can have sex proudly.
Sex can be enjoyable with mutual respect.
It can be a taboo in the olden days, but hey
Have an open mind. I'm not saying or telling you to go have sex with everyone.
Just saying, if you want to try sex.
Look for a truth-worthy partner.
Tell him or her on your views on sex and why you want to have sex with him/her.
Its a bonding of two body.
Union of two individual.
So practice safe sex my friends. :)


** my opinion **
Well, I do agreed what he had spoken of it.
As the 1st point mention, why total population in China and India was the most higher one?
I wonder most of the time they're be fond of making sex?
OR they making sex for their pressure release? OR something else?

some people would comment that...
SEX
is sexy?
is normal as usual?
is needed as daily use/ weekly/ monthly?
is for fun?
is natural?
is cute?
to create new pose of having sex?
consist of true love?
....?

Everyone has a different opinion about SEX so I was just wondering is it important to you to wait for the right person, will you do it with anyone, is it just something fun to do.
What do you think of it?

It was correct with some point of view,
only have sex with people I'm in love with or care about.
Of course, it is important to wait for the right person, soul mate or Mr. right.
and please bear in mind, Just do it safely!!
SAFE SEX!

DECEMBER is arrived now.
What is the first appear in your mind?
for me, it was a wonderful Xmas celebration and I do hope I at UK right now.
Touch with the snow, play with the snow and feel with it.(of course, it doesn't work)

It might be very coldness Xmas for me.
but I do prefer stay at UK to celebrate my Xmas more than here.
I just wanna have different feel of it.
(alright, remind myself then. I'm at M'sia right now).

December is the last month of 2010 and it's time to welcome year 2011 soon.
and remind me once time again.
I'm 23 years old soon, :(
I need a lot of income to keep survive... seriously!
I don't have any savings and I feel tough of it.
Watch a short video, it said that 'you should work not because of the money, vice versa is money work for you'.
It might be right statement.

However, I still not used to it, making mistake and working like a tortoise.
Gosh, is this called as life?
I pray hard that my brain can be function well
therefore I can have my dream car,
dream house,
dream man
and
DREAM DREAM DREAM to be a BILLIONAIRE!
DREAM only mar... Who cares?
You don't care but I care I reallyx2 care!
Money is the most paramount for me!
You could said I'm materialistic but
I could argued that because I've had step into working life.

So, what is my Xmas wish for this year?
I wonder is there any Santa Claus real exist in the world?
If it is real, beg me ask him a WISH bravely...
Dear Santa clause,

I'm just a little girl who wish to have a dream.
A dream that I could achieve based on my ability.
A dream that I wish it could be accomplish by me and everyone who wish to be.
A dream that everyone could have by their owns.
A dream that I just want it be.

Keep your dreams alive.
Understand to achieve anything requires faith and belief in yourself, vision, hard work, determination, and dedication.
Remember all things are possible for those who believe.

Love,
Florence Tan