Recently, I feel frustrated on myself, some issues happen for myself that I couldn't find a better way to solve it.
'Don't ever think or talk about it?' this is what I could heard from them. 

I was trying to have a nice talk with them but _________ .
They never know what I wish to do, to learn and to prove how much ability I could have.  Yet I know, I am lack of luck & experience?
Alright, what to do when I am really struggle for it?
All I could do now, Let it be like the song by the Beatles.
 At the same time,still I need time to analyze it.

 

Do you found the special date of today?
Perhaps nothing much different, as still we have to move forward.

uh huh.  In the early morning, I drove to Sunway Pyramid to have some walk and the 'purpose' of it.

No doubt, alone to there. Nothing wrong with alone, right? 
Perhaps I just need some lone chill, figure out something on mind.

Although I am not a Christian, still I like to listen to those merry Xmas song, with a nice melody. Yea, I prefers Xmas song more than CNY song, why? 

I found out that CNY song make me feel extra tension, mindset issues?

The X'mas decoration of Sunway Pyramid. 2011

And this is the X'mas decoration of Sunway Pyramid.

hohoho. go grab your X'mas gift!

Saw that? A big ribbon of 'gift'. Go grab your X'mas gift for the wonderful X'mas.


I heard that most of the Sakae Sushi outlet begin to use iPad for the food/beverage order.

sho sho sho. Sushi on the roll..

Are you crave for it?

Sakae sushi. iPad!

Hm-mm. which should I choose then?
....
Yes! the food list I have been ordered. 

Terriyaki Chicken Don.

 

Whoa! Kindly take note of it.

Giving of my curiosity, I order it and... slightly thicker of the salmon sushi. :)

Alright! I choose Terriyaki chicken Don and a plate of salmon sushi.

hm-mm I feel warm with the cup of warm genmaicha, at least it could warm myself a moment like this.


The thought of day.

Let it be.

Believe that life is worth living, and your belief will help create that fact.

The meaning of LOVE.
If choose in human, I'd said he's the one I love most-
My future husband, My true love?
This is because he will be my family in future, no doubt.


Second, my only golden star, My DADDY.
He is the one in my heart full with passionate, strongman, Macho, Lovely.
I Love him, no doubt.


At the same time, I do love My MOMMY.
She's the pretty lady all the time, someone could said we're sister.
I do miss her right now, she's the one whom cares me all the time,
she likes nagging but this is the way she show her love towards us.
I Love her, no doubt.


Yet, if you ask me in animal, that's the only one again- My Dolphin.
An friendly harmony symbol for me, my fortune last forever.
Meanwhile I made a dolphin tattoo in my soul as well, the strongly love I got for it.


Lastly, I'll observe my soul mate in the future, my future husband. Who he is?
The answer will be release when I got the chance to get marry.
I'll love him last forever, if he treat me well and I treat him vice versa.
Nothing much to compare yet.
Because he is worth for me to do so once I found the true love.
Love is surrounding us, cherish it when you've realized the meaningful of it.

Tick Tock.
tick tock.
Tick tick Tock.

Happy New Year 2011!
Time passed so fast, my 3 days holidays is going to end soon.
So what I did in the 1st of January 2011?
There're some photos here to voice out but then :(
the poor quality 3.2 megapixel of my phone have this kind of result.

Celebration new year eve at Centro mall, Klang.
I saw my sister, she was selling beers that night,
and I ask her to took a photo for fun but too dark. :(

The last day of 31st of Dec 2010, such a unlucky day for him, Mr.K
He felt pissed off because we're suppose go to The Curve watch firework.
Unfortunately, car accident incurred near the road of Bkt Tinggi there.
Another stupid fella's car, BGA 9558 hit Mr.K's car.
Sorry for here that I post up his car plate #, but that fella is stupid idiot brainless.

At first, I was hesitate who's the wrong one, but end up all of our friend accompany Mr.K to JPK traffic police station makes some report due to that stupid fella not willing to compensate.
Mr.K stated that he do brake his car before he drive along to another road and the fella's car don't know why step into our lane and hit Mr.K's car.
However, the police stated that Mr.K was the fault one because he used the turn road lane therefore he need to pay the compensate although that fella was the P license or others else.

I do feel pissed off because that stupid Chinese fella harm us that we cannot go KL for new year eve celebration therefore plan changed and we went to Modesto, Centro mall, Klang.
Unluckily, we saw that fella in the same pub, he and his friends was sit beside our table and that fella kept stare on us and Mr.K.
Alright, when we're going to get our car after the party, only we realize that car of Mr.K was scratched and that stupid fella was the first we suspected.
Mr.K felt emo and upset for his car, I've no idea how to console because he feels pissed off and he wanna makes some revenge.
And I know, this is their (guy) style.

As a lady, I do not meddle in therefore I just picked him up for lunch in the next day, have some drink and surf net session.
At night, I drove him to 'OVER TIME', a new opening pub cafe near BKT TINGGI there, few glasses of cocktail, listen to some live band song.
Bunch of friends have joined with us too.
And I do like the environment there, those singer have a good performance that night.
Of course, while listen some song, I've some crap with Mr.K and hope that he won't mind about that.
I do talkative sometime, and I do autistic too.


In the afternoon, I brought my lappy and F'Pod.
Went to Starbucks coffee and I've order a cup of VENTI JAVA CHIPS for myself.
(while waiting sister as my mum instruct me to fetch her back)






Today is the 2nd of January, Sunday and tomorrow is Monday BLUE :(
As usual, I'll went out in the Sunday.
My KL's friends will come to my hometown and I'll bring them for Bah Kut Tea, shop or drink then.

Stay tuned.

Today was a Public holiday for me, yet I don't have any plan of it.
Face book ING- and of course time to upload some new photos for my blog.
*wink*
Upload my Euro trip DAY 8 Florence Tour in my Face-Boo album.
Take a look there/ feel free please drop a comment as well.

There was another good choice which is to lock myself at home without spending any cents of it.
Seriously, if I'm the person who're non-stop spending and I couldn't have any savings of course.
As mention, how am I gonna repay all the debt that I've owe right now?

It's time to pay everything of the expenses, loan, blah blah blah.
Gosh, I could mess my world by NO PLAN right now.

Feeling lost in sudden. :(
Life is tough and I've created a kindergarten poem...

Driving like a tortoise
Working like an ants
Eating like a tiger
Playing like a monkey
Sleeping like a pig

That's LIFE which I wonder?
Meaningless.


I need to move forward.

As usual, sherlly & yanly and me went for swimming in the early morning somewhere Bandar botanic there, then I had my hair cut at Arezzo saloon (Bukit tinggi 2) , I know I LOVE my long hair very much, but due to my hair tail is dry and damage therefore best friends suggest me that I should cut it short more and equally long.
I should upload photos here but I'm lazy to self capture, so next time ya. :)


At the night, after some briefing (part time job) I went out with friends for movie.
We watched 'Unstoppable', such a great show that I found out Engineer was pretty great!
They used their knowledge and experience to solve the problem when difficulties.
They used to cares their family by showing out their love by action.
Deal with the problem calmly not to because of high value property but with high value of human life.

In the early morning, I drove to Premier Hotel, bukit tinggi there for the part time work.
Position as Usher-er for the SANY + TOP-MECH event of the product launching, it was simple and I realized that the SANY company made from China which produce different kind of truck, crane, so on. I'm kinda interested of it because it might related what I've study right now, Logistics.
Of course I've met my old primary school mates as well. :)


That's all, because I gonna go out now.
Stay tuned.

What THE HELL!

Hair loss getting serious...??

A music video that rap by ms. Laozhabor, AWESOME! :)

As usual, my friends ask me for brunch 'Bah kut tea' with them
since they're off today.
After then, we went to Klang parade for some window shopping,
and don't know why I am easily doze off recently.
Isn't I'm too tired or something wrong?
I've no idea but I wonder am I getting old? or health issues?

Still then, I came back home and do nothing.
so continue net surfing, I found out this- http://laozhabor.blogspot.com/
If not mistaken and your guys watched the movie before- 'Just follow law',
she was one of the character who said that
'It's nothing, I got my blog some more' called 'laozhabor.blogspot.com'. LOL
She was the Singapore Actress with quite few of movies and
she been so famous right now!
I don't know what is her real name
but she is famous with her nickname- ms. laozhabor.
She is cute and cheerfulness actress,
I do like her with what she play-act in the movie.
And I realized she got her own blog,
you might doubt of that but It's true!
check it out if you're interested...
to know more about how she learn to use laptop and blog herself.
Picture showed thousand words and she did post lot of her pictures to share how happiness she was,
from her blog, you'll found out the happiness, toughness and etc.

I was thinking that how good
if my parent would like to create a blog for their own.
Still then, I was thinking when I am the LAOZHABOR,
could I have the time and energy to typing and blogging?
It might no one interested to read it, but I'd like to post then.
NO doubt. *nod-head*

oh time to be prepare now, gonna dress up myself and
attend the wedding Banquet invitation.
Stay tuned.

XoXo,
Florence

My friend tagged me this therefore I post it here for some review.

this little game is pretty funny. Try it and have fun!!!

RULES:

1. Put your i Tunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. Tag 20 friends. (Random)

5. Everyone tagged as to do the same thing.

6. Have Fun!

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?

✿ So Happy I Could Die - Lady Gaga

* perhaps something wrong on that moment? :(

2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?

✿ Make it with you - Olivia

* U mm. I cannot describe my character well, but I believe I'm not that bad for you.

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

✿ I Need You - West-life

* sound desperately? Yea, I need You when I fall in someone.

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

✿ Mirror Mirror - M2M

* before have dinner 'celebration' with family, guess I need mirror to dress up myself. ;)

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

✿ Book of Days - Enya

* just like every chapter of the books. There are no mistakes in LIFE, just LESSONS. :)

6. WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?

✿ Bittersweet - Olivia Ong

* I realized that life is filled with bittersweet no matter what!

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

✿ True - Ryan Cabrera

* Isn't it? I do hope they could judge about it... :)

8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

✿ You and Me - Olivia Ong

* u mm.. They always think of me and family.

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

✿ Viva la Vida - Cold-play

* Bless everything will be fine! ^^

10. WHAT IS 2 + 2?

✿ No Love - Simple Plan

* No Love? does it true? I doubt that. :(

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

✿ is this LOVE - May's

* I believe LOVE is surrounding us, I LOVE them, they LOVE me too.

12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

✿ Homecoming - Hey Monday

* Home is the best for LIFE, best for YOU & ME. Come home when You need it.

13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

✿ Want Love - Hysteric Ego

* Exactly in my mind? LOVE prove everything. Live your life crazy and love every second of it.

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

✿ No Limit - 2 unlimited

* Ha-Ha NO LIMIT, guess no limit for me to talk about, think about, love about, kiss about, just wanna NO LIMIT get close with you.

15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

✿ Close To You - JLS

* Such a nice song, close to you. ' I wish that you were here with me tonight. '

16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?-

✿ A day without rain - En ya

* I hope that's a day without rain and teardrop. I'll be smile into your heart. : )

17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??

✿ Dearly Beloved - Kaoru Wada

* I got lot of hobby and interest, the most I like was listening those 'sentimental' song.

18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR

✿ Shut up and Let me go - The Ting Tings * Isn't it?

19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET ?

✿ Secrets - One Republic * As it stated, Secrets XD

20. WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?

✿ Sunny Rain - Yiruma * Yea, a sunny rain .

21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

✿ 我不懂你 (I do not understand) - Linda Chung

* sometime I do not understand them well, as you know, people get change easily.

22. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

✿ Miss You - 4Tune

* I do miss someone but I guess I was wrong...

I know I'm not good enough but still then I've learn to improve myself all the time right now! +____________+
so I'm real Chinese educated & I learn English as I can!I used my heart to learn, to explore, to get know with you!
That's called life!
So what?

Weeppii!
My sister brought a little puppy to my home.
I've no idea what species it is?
（Shih Tzu Dog mixed?）
Whatever, It's a girl puppy with black color hair, eyebrow in light brown.
She's just 1 month big, puppy look of course.
We decided to nurture it, try our best to be with it.
Our new family member, a cutie doggies :)

Yea, we decided named it as INKY (since black color ink it is.)
I recall last time I used to be afraid of dogs and now as well, I guess I like puppy more than a big fierce dog.
Anyways, I need some time to communicate with little puppy.

It's been a long time that I doesn't take train after back to Malaysia.
Today I took train to KL due to I got a part time job, online game promoter (rappel z, high street 5). 
Venue- Taylor university (new campus), it's awesome building, quite jealous of them who being a student right now.

I realized father and friends was scolding me that why I choose to work for this lousy part time?
I should get into my permanent job and not to have this kind of joke.
Alright,
It’s my life & I’ll live it how I want. please.

In the early morning, I had to woke up for my first interview.
It is really a great honor to have this opportunity for an interview, I hope that I can make a good performance today.

Who knows I doesn't satisfied myself, but they've offered me as Logistics Executive, I don't have any experience with it and I told them I need a consideration before I start for it.
Guess I'm the one who're lazy and playful right now.
Gosh, I shouldn't be like that as daddy has advice and warn me to work late by NOVEMBER!?
Was it too early or too fast for me?
Alright, I admit that I'm not prepare and kind of afraid to work as permanent more than temporary, but I shouldn't make any complain right now.

Yet, is time for me to work in this field seriously, and what I did search from net, the meaning of LOGISTICS COORDINATOR.
Coordinates inventory of stock and insures product adjustments are properly applied. Receives, sorts, logs, and distributes all incoming shipments. Identifies, locates, obtains and arranges for shipment of requested replacement parts. Arranges warehousing and transportation of products to customers. May investigate and respond to inquires regarding distribution and shipping.
The duties of a logistics coordinator can be various and sometimes depend on the company he or she is working for. These responsibilities can include manual tasks, such as assembling, addressing, stamping and arranging for the shipment of merchandise and materials. In handling incoming shipments, he or she may have to unpack boxes and verify contents. A logistic coordinator is often required to keep precise records of all commodities going in and out of a company.

Feel quite tough after reading that, this kind of job need a high sense of responsibility, but I've no idea because never been touch of those thing.
And I'm sure that I'm not used to it for the first 1-3 months, god pray me hardly that I can did well afterward.
Well, I might consider to start the job in December so...
PLEASE ALLOW ME TO ENJOY THE DAYS I'VE IN THIS LOVELY NOVEMBER!! :]

I would like to tell you that pursuing the major is one of my lifelong goal, I like LOGISTICS and I hope that I won't give up. (while took as job in the same time I took as interest!)
If I can pursue my dream here, I will combine practice with my former education.
I will work hard in these fields as well. (can I promise that!?)
Besides, I cannot describe my character well, but I know I am the person who're helpfulness, caring, cheerfulness, friendliness, mature, and kind of optimistic.

Lastly, ask me GOD BLESS ME!!!

is going back to reality, she has arrived safely to her country- Malaysia.

Yet,I should feel glad with it but sound like I'm not really.

 why?
I reckon still I need more time and cash to travel & travel.

I fancy the weather of UK, the environment of UK but I likes the entertainment of M'sia.

WAKE UP, please! I'm back to MALAYSIA!

My family pick me up after landed in Malaysia, I've gave a biggie hug hug for my daddy, my mummy!
It's important because it shows the way you care for them and they do as well.

Well, the 1st thing I did was treat myself a plate of NASI LEMAK!
nom nom nom tasty!

Ohh, it's been around 1 month that I doesn't touch my blog due to busy for final & travelling.

There are a lot of things I'd like to share with you all.

List that I should do for the coming days:

I'll update those memoirs that I've outdated.
Stay tune.
Wait for it if you're interested of [it].

Time passed very fast and it's been 1st of September.
Another New month for me, and I been blogging for 3 months plus, and somehow I'm still addicted for blogging. ;)

I was having my breakfast with my team mate at somewhere here,Smith &Jones pub before my final presentation.
We're having some chit-chat, 'crap' with each other, LOL.
Meanwhile, I ask U-Jin to have some plan when he go back to M'sia.
Let's have some party after get back to M'sia since we're going to miss each other and we're best friend what.

Hah aha.
Ugh. I was waiting the time for the presentation and going to start my EM module revision before my final exam.  \__@.@__/
I'm freaking nervous don't know why, I've no idea where shall I begin, my mind full of words, figures which gonna torture me soon.

Although it's final, yet I'm super duper afraid and still I need to face it with all my ability.
Telling myself that, Never give up in the last sprint!!!

Hookey, time to go now.
P.S. I had purchased a LIVERPOOL jersey(Junior L size) for myself together with my best friend as well, Elison (Barcelona) & U-Jin(Barcelona).

Elison and me do like the design therefore we bought it together, not really a football hobbyist.
However, my 1st time had the football club jersey compared to last time I got myself basketball jersey which I had enrolled to basketball match during my secondary school time.

Now can't wait for it to arrive towards me and I gonna wear it, I clarify here I do love Barcelona team but I get myself Liverpool 1st.

*Rolling-eyes* wink.
:)

Will update again after my final exam.
Wait for me, blogger!

Well, I'm officially done all the assignment but then still left one of the FINAL. PRESENTATION which held on 1st of September and the FINAL PAPER is nearly soon on 6th of September.

(Tension due to the last paper is freaking difficult...)
Last Friday our lecturer, Mr. Prof. Terrence had invited all of us- ALMers and AUTOMATION engineering course to have Lunch Buffet which near the Chapel walk there, JUMBO CHINESE BUFFET. (5 pounds per pax)
I've been long time do not eat Chinese food, and I'd like to comment that those taste of Chinese buffet was too heavy flavors, oily and I don't think is worth for me to ate there.
Still we're enjoyed the lunch time since sincerity invitation by Prof. Terrence and we do appreciated as well.
At the same time, some of us (AEC, ALM + Automation) went to STATIC CLUB in the midnight, entrance fee is 5 pounds for ladies and 7 pounds for guys after 12am.
Well, those alcohol selling is pretty expensive.
Therefore, I bought myself one bottle of Stella Artois and one shot of vodka
(7 pounds) before I get into dance section with others.
I used to solo dance if that was my favourite hit song.
As usual,I do not put much expectation for the music as those UK club was slightly different compare to M'sia club, but still I keep solo dance like non-stop robotic because it's been long time I didn't shake/exercise my body?
** You must feel curious & have laugh on me, right? easy...


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They was trying to mess up my room.

Here we're.


Music Ipod from Kegan.


Booze with us.

Subsequently, on the last night, we plan to have liquor party again and the venue held on my room with my lovely classmate for those who're invited.
Kegan brought his iPod and his lovely new iPod dock speaker and play some hitz song for us.
Ah fai was pretty EXCITED due to he had watched a football match at Manchester and MU score 3-0 vs. West man.
Whoa..
 Awesome night with awesome laughter from us, some of us was really tipsy and some of us still that sober.
We don't know what we are trying to do, and about me?

I was really tipsy for that moment, you can said that I'm easily get drunk but I guess all of us had enjoyed last night.

I guess majority of us kinda emo- ING because all of us had received the simulation assignment but poor of us included me doesn't satisfied how we score for, and I got 55/100 which out of my expected?
Yet, pretty upset to received the truth because I did applied the wrong case studies?
Alas, I can't believe I did the wrong way & I shouldn't lazy and made the mistake caused me get bad score in the coursework.What to do?
Back to EMO mode, but still then I need to work hard for my LAST assignment now!!!
By the way, Elison is decided to make a tattoo on tomorrow after she saw mine.
LOL, and my turn to accompany her.
Gosh, sound like I'm addicted to make the second one?
Beg me don't do that again.
Ugh...it'll will harm my pocket money!

Stay Tuned.

I got it now and I'm going to use it when my family online via msn/Skype. 
Unfortunately, the USB 7.1 channel sound adapter quality like...ishhh...
'cicak' sound when I was talking via video call.

I was surfing here and I'm trying to find out the price of external USB microphone from eBay.com that can play-and-plug in to my notebook.
Yet, it was my first time to make the online purchase so I've no idea what should I do for it and request it send to my area here, my UK accommodation.
Argh...
I need it now and it is imperative for me@@!!!
why?Assume if I don't have this stuff, I can't even video call with my family, friends.
I'm very down of this stupid notebook.I wonder is that expensive for me?
affordable to order it or not?Whatever, I don't care, as I said I need it and I've to purchase it!!