It's the last day of the year 2010.
I'm here to present a nice WONDERFUL song-

最好的我
Jaychee Chan & Serene Kong

It was the song which my colleague (Ronnie) strongly recommend me that,
and I kept click and listen it repeatably.
I do really love it.
It's meaningful for couple who do love each other.

我不在乎什么天长地久，我只在乎你想不想要拥有.

I don't care for what's eternal, I only care whether or not you want everything.
my sincere and warm hand of pair.
I will accompany you whether to smile or to cry.
I don't care how long you'll stay the next time you come.
I only care about this unprecedented heartbeat.
I won't leave because I LOVE YOU so.
I want to give you the best of me even if we're only friends.

But I know you deserve better and more.

How long could I wait for another new guy?
I promise I would forget the past.

I just don't wanna be em lone.
Date of emo post: 31-12-2010

** Anyways, wishing everyone HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011!!

Fried rice of...

Char keow teow, RM12.90

Spaghetti of...

Glass of mixed ice coffee.

As refer to the photos above...
(sorry for photography skill due to my hand-phone is outdated.)

Last week, I was thought about my sis-ta therefore I ask her (Elison) to have a meet.
I'm here to thank that my colleague (CK),
who willing to drove me and accompany me there.
We went to the Garden cafe, @1 Utama.
The Garden theme was definitely felt through out the cafe and it's definitely a head turner for anyone who passes this area in 1 utama.

The cafe set in what looks like a cottage garden,
we can see arches covered with blooms around, wrought iron gates, hanging basket hooks, tulle, small potted plants and plenty of silk flowers.
Their decoration just make your feel like you're dining in the garden.
As usual, we dining not more than 1 hour then we gonna rush back home because both of us are late and we have to work for the next day.
Therefore, I bid farewell with Elison and might be invite for another date.

Anyways, non-stop talking between us.
I told her, I miss the moment during UK and also KL, place that I study.
blah blah blah...

Alright, waiting for another date.
Stay tuned.

Ding Ding Dong Dong!!
Merry X'mas!!


This year of Xmas I spent my day with my lovely best friends them.
We went to Sanctuary club, @ the curve.
Booze liquor with them.
Seriously, I'm drunk.
I don't know what the hell I was doing and I drunk like nobody business.
Suffering myself and others who really cares about me.
I'm sorry about that. :(
I used to promise them that I drink, won't drunk.
In the end, I'm still the persistent and suffered myself again.
That day, my mind was sophisticated, I can't breath well.
I feel mortified, I thought of someone who will dump me there.

But I do not cry, I do not shed my tear.
Even so I do shed my tears because of the agony.
However, we had fun that night.
I'm dead drunk.
Of course, another member who joined me too, Mr.Don.
He is the fella who're more pity than me.
He even drunk like cannot move himself and need others to carry him up to his room.
Well, this is not a good action.
And I should prohibit myself for drinking too much.
Couldn't I?

Anyways, Mr. B has been split up with me for this complicated relationship.
He was right. I'm not really suitable for him.
What if still I like him, still we will ended up.

Back to my single life again.
How long could I feel this loneliness?

I should put more efforts on my work and dream.
Couldn't I?

Alright, another of my emotional post.
Mr.B said 'goodbye' with me, so we're definitely GAME OVER.
He knew I always treat him well,
he knew that he couldn't spend his time with me.
And He said 'sorry for everything, wish you all the best'.

I realized...
he was the past tense for me but he had taught me some.
Choose to be friend better than hurting yourself.
I need TIME, to prove myself that I could forget about.
I promise.

My favor Jersey, red and orange color.

When I was 16 years old, I got the red basketball jersey.

When I was 17 years old, Orange favor jersey for our girl team.

:P The 1st basketball jersey when I was 15 years old, I got my lucky no. as 12

Basketball is one of my hobby when I was 12 years old.
At first I played badminton due to my father's impact but my secondary school doesn't really focus on badminton game therefore I've to enrolled myself in basketball team.
I like sport, I do crazy about basketball last time.

Can't stop playing with it, can't stop train myself for the basketball even if it's hot weather or a hard game for me.
It brought a lot of memories for me, I used to be my school basketball player, been a girl basketball captain and assistant.
I'm kinda famous, and some people used to tease me as FLOWER of basketball team.
(Have a Joke, of course.)

Well, I'm not a good basketball player of course as I admit I am weak in stamina section.
It recall me that when I'm the captain (Girl), I need to handle all the stuff related to basketball.
I cried before, give up before till I insisted to play the last basketball competition.
I'm crazy about basketball last time, I beg my parent bought a basketball shoes (AND 1) for me and I promise them I'll work hard in my study too.
I did it but with the Passed.

Of course, I used to participate lot of basketball street game, 3-on-3 Pertonas, AND 1, Adidas, etc.
U mm if not mistaken, I remember that my team got 3rd prizes before.

It recalls me that...

I cried because I couldn't found out enough of team member (girl) to participate the competition.
I cried because my team member gave up to played the last game match.
I cried because conflict between team member.

I insisted because I found out we got the chance to fight back.
I insisted because I like to have fun with my team member while we're training hard.
I insisted because the spirit of everyone on hope.

Basketball brought lot of memories for me,
and I do cherish the time with them.
THANK YOU

❤
Unforgettable.
NO.12

Below article was took from someone blog
(my friend- hope he won't mind of it, guess who you're and I do interested of your post therefore...)
and I just wanna share it out here.
Please have a look of it, and you're welcome to comment about it.

Sex.
Even mentioning it is taboo in Asianized Culture.
However, when you open up your horizon.
Two of the largest population of the world is YES.
ASIAN Countries. China and India.
Someone in China and India is saying "Oh we cant talk about sex"
But they are FUCKING. YES.
I can tell you, when you are reading this sentence right now,
At least 1000 people is have sex in China and India respectively.
How Contradicting.

Sex is an healthy issue. Let me tell you one fact conducted by the US.
More than 65% of women have higher sex urge after marriage than before marriage.
Meaning that 3 of 5 women wants more SEX after marriage in US.
Girls always have 1 mindset intercepted in their brain.
They will always say, a guy will always want to have sex with girls.
For my point of view, and based on the statistics I'd Proudly say HELL NO.
Both of the sexes have sexual urges. This is proven by science.
Humans are one of few mammals who have sex for Fun and Joy.
So I'd say release your sexual urges and have sex now.

Sex is not always about how big your penis is or how big is your breast.
As long its functional. You can have sex proudly.
Sex can be enjoyable with mutual respect.
It can be a taboo in the olden days, but hey
Have an open mind. I'm not saying or telling you to go have sex with everyone.
Just saying, if you want to try sex.
Look for a truth-worthy partner.
Tell him or her on your views on sex and why you want to have sex with him/her.
Its a bonding of two body.
Union of two individual.
So practice safe sex my friends. :)


** my opinion **
Well, I do agreed what he had spoken of it.
As the 1st point mention, why total population in China and India was the most higher one?
I wonder most of the time they're be fond of making sex?
OR they making sex for their pressure release? OR something else?

some people would comment that...
SEX
is sexy?
is normal as usual?
is needed as daily use/ weekly/ monthly?
is for fun?
is natural?
is cute?
to create new pose of having sex?
consist of true love?
....?

Everyone has a different opinion about SEX so I was just wondering is it important to you to wait for the right person, will you do it with anyone, is it just something fun to do.
What do you think of it?

It was correct with some point of view,
only have sex with people I'm in love with or care about.
Of course, it is important to wait for the right person, soul mate or Mr. right.
and please bear in mind, Just do it safely!!
SAFE SEX!

DECEMBER is arrived now.
What is the first appear in your mind?
for me, it was a wonderful Xmas celebration and I do hope I at UK right now.
Touch with the snow, play with the snow and feel with it.(of course, it doesn't work)

It might be very coldness Xmas for me.
but I do prefer stay at UK to celebrate my Xmas more than here.
I just wanna have different feel of it.
(alright, remind myself then. I'm at M'sia right now).

December is the last month of 2010 and it's time to welcome year 2011 soon.
and remind me once time again.
I'm 23 years old soon, :(
I need a lot of income to keep survive... seriously!
I don't have any savings and I feel tough of it.
Watch a short video, it said that 'you should work not because of the money, vice versa is money work for you'.
It might be right statement.

However, I still not used to it, making mistake and working like a tortoise.
Gosh, is this called as life?
I pray hard that my brain can be function well
therefore I can have my dream car,
dream house,
dream man
and
DREAM DREAM DREAM to be a BILLIONAIRE!
DREAM only mar... Who cares?
You don't care but I care I reallyx2 care!
Money is the most paramount for me!
You could said I'm materialistic but
I could argued that because I've had step into working life.

So, what is my Xmas wish for this year?
I wonder is there any Santa Claus real exist in the world?
If it is real, beg me ask him a WISH bravely...
Dear Santa clause,

I'm just a little girl who wish to have a dream.
A dream that I could achieve based on my ability.
A dream that I wish it could be accomplish by me and everyone who wish to be.
A dream that everyone could have by their owns.
A dream that I just want it be.

Keep your dreams alive.
Understand to achieve anything requires faith and belief in yourself, vision, hard work, determination, and dedication.
Remember all things are possible for those who believe.

Love,
Florence Tan

from floor 9th look down, GLORY BEACH RESORT

LUKUT, PORT DICKSON

Weapons for us to him, it was fun at all! SURPRISE!

SWEET right? LOVELY MICKEY cake order by his girl friend, Sherlly.

What I did last weekend?
Of course followed with the plan, a gang of us went to Port Dickson for Don Don's 22nd Birthday celebration. 28 Nov 2010
As spoken, at first we plan to book apartment near Kapar batu 17 Pantai Indah view there but unfortunately we're lack of luck and can't ever book any of the room.
Therefore another meeting instructs by Sherlly. We decided for the PD as the only right choice for us.
Well, the mission has completed by us, the most deserving who willing to plan for it was Sherlly, Don's lover.
She is the one who had asked us early before the day came, she plan and ask us out for meeting, discuss and negotiate.
Others friends like me, Yanly, Ivan, Konami, Poh Keong, etc..

Most of the time, we're just as assistant who gave lot of need, help for our lady boss, Sherlly.
She plan everything because of him, this is the way how she show her love, show all the time she willing to pay out. and Mr. Don, you should appreciate and cherish with it okay?
Everyone wish DON get full blessed of birthday, happy moment at all.
Of course, I do not forget to wish him as well.

Mr.DON
Because it is your Birthday,
You get an extra HUG,
You also are entitled to,
another year of LOVE.
Happy BIRTHDAY!!

❤
Florence

-_____-
I'm still waiting.

and I do hate to work in SATURDAY!
BAN it please!

I'm easily doze off and feeling tired recently.
When it was working hours, time 'tick tock tick tock' like very SLOW and HARD to pass.
When it is end of working hours, I could hope there're many extra time for me
but then I was feeling tired and easily 'switch off' my eyes & fall asleep!
Wonder why?
I guess this is called as working life, work, eat, sleep.
The same routine that kept repeatedly.
I might hate to started my working life but what to do?

In fact, still I need to move on as cash needed for me and either I need it as well.
We learn for work, gain experience, of course pay for the debt.
Nothing much to compare with others,
importantly is how you gonna filled up your LIFE.

One of my friend created a quote for me, said that.

'Life is a game with glorious prize, if we can only play it right,
it is give and take, build and break,
and often it ends in a fight,
but surely wins who honestly tries.'

The motivational of the day.

Today was a Public holiday for me, yet I don't have any plan of it.
Face book ING- and of course time to upload some new photos for my blog.
*wink*
Upload my Euro trip DAY 8 Florence Tour in my Face-Boo album.
Take a look there/ feel free please drop a comment as well.

There was another good choice which is to lock myself at home without spending any cents of it.
Seriously, if I'm the person who're non-stop spending and I couldn't have any savings of course.
As mention, how am I gonna repay all the debt that I've owe right now?

It's time to pay everything of the expenses, loan, blah blah blah.
Gosh, I could mess my world by NO PLAN right now.

Feeling lost in sudden. :(
Life is tough and I've created a kindergarten poem...

Driving like a tortoise
Working like an ants
Eating like a tiger
Playing like a monkey
Sleeping like a pig

That's LIFE which I wonder?
Meaningless.


I need to move forward.

As usual, sherlly & yanly and me went for swimming in the early morning somewhere Bandar botanic there, then I had my hair cut at Arezzo saloon (Bukit tinggi 2) , I know I LOVE my long hair very much, but due to my hair tail is dry and damage therefore best friends suggest me that I should cut it short more and equally long.
I should upload photos here but I'm lazy to self capture, so next time ya. :)


At the night, after some briefing (part time job) I went out with friends for movie.
We watched 'Unstoppable', such a great show that I found out Engineer was pretty great!
They used their knowledge and experience to solve the problem when difficulties.
They used to cares their family by showing out their love by action.
Deal with the problem calmly not to because of high value property but with high value of human life.

In the early morning, I drove to Premier Hotel, bukit tinggi there for the part time work.
Position as Usher-er for the SANY + TOP-MECH event of the product launching, it was simple and I realized that the SANY company made from China which produce different kind of truck, crane, so on. I'm kinda interested of it because it might related what I've study right now, Logistics.
Of course I've met my old primary school mates as well. :)


That's all, because I gonna go out now.
Stay tuned.

What THE HELL!

Hair loss getting serious...??

A music video that rap by ms. Laozhabor, AWESOME! :)

As usual, my friends ask me for brunch 'Bah kut tea' with them
since they're off today.
After then, we went to Klang parade for some window shopping,
and don't know why I am easily doze off recently.
Isn't I'm too tired or something wrong?
I've no idea but I wonder am I getting old? or health issues?

Still then, I came back home and do nothing.
so continue net surfing, I found out this- http://laozhabor.blogspot.com/
If not mistaken and your guys watched the movie before- 'Just follow law',
she was one of the character who said that
'It's nothing, I got my blog some more' called 'laozhabor.blogspot.com'. LOL
She was the Singapore Actress with quite few of movies and
she been so famous right now!
I don't know what is her real name
but she is famous with her nickname- ms. laozhabor.
She is cute and cheerfulness actress,
I do like her with what she play-act in the movie.
And I realized she got her own blog,
you might doubt of that but It's true!
check it out if you're interested...
to know more about how she learn to use laptop and blog herself.
Picture showed thousand words and she did post lot of her pictures to share how happiness she was,
from her blog, you'll found out the happiness, toughness and etc.

I was thinking that how good
if my parent would like to create a blog for their own.
Still then, I was thinking when I am the LAOZHABOR,
could I have the time and energy to typing and blogging?
It might no one interested to read it, but I'd like to post then.
NO doubt. *nod-head*

oh time to be prepare now, gonna dress up myself and
attend the wedding Banquet invitation.
Stay tuned.

XoXo,
Florence

My friend tagged me this therefore I post it here for some review.

this little game is pretty funny. Try it and have fun!!!

RULES:

1. Put your i Tunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. Tag 20 friends. (Random)

5. Everyone tagged as to do the same thing.

6. Have Fun!

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?

✿ So Happy I Could Die - Lady Gaga

* perhaps something wrong on that moment? :(

2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?

✿ Make it with you - Olivia

* U mm. I cannot describe my character well, but I believe I'm not that bad for you.

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

✿ I Need You - West-life

* sound desperately? Yea, I need You when I fall in someone.

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

✿ Mirror Mirror - M2M

* before have dinner 'celebration' with family, guess I need mirror to dress up myself. ;)

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

✿ Book of Days - Enya

* just like every chapter of the books. There are no mistakes in LIFE, just LESSONS. :)

6. WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?

✿ Bittersweet - Olivia Ong

* I realized that life is filled with bittersweet no matter what!

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

✿ True - Ryan Cabrera

* Isn't it? I do hope they could judge about it... :)

8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

✿ You and Me - Olivia Ong

* u mm.. They always think of me and family.

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

✿ Viva la Vida - Cold-play

* Bless everything will be fine! ^^

10. WHAT IS 2 + 2?

✿ No Love - Simple Plan

* No Love? does it true? I doubt that. :(

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

✿ is this LOVE - May's

* I believe LOVE is surrounding us, I LOVE them, they LOVE me too.

12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

✿ Homecoming - Hey Monday

* Home is the best for LIFE, best for YOU & ME. Come home when You need it.

13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

✿ Want Love - Hysteric Ego

* Exactly in my mind? LOVE prove everything. Live your life crazy and love every second of it.

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

✿ No Limit - 2 unlimited

* Ha-Ha NO LIMIT, guess no limit for me to talk about, think about, love about, kiss about, just wanna NO LIMIT get close with you.

15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

✿ Close To You - JLS

* Such a nice song, close to you. ' I wish that you were here with me tonight. '

16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?-

✿ A day without rain - En ya

* I hope that's a day without rain and teardrop. I'll be smile into your heart. : )

17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??

✿ Dearly Beloved - Kaoru Wada

* I got lot of hobby and interest, the most I like was listening those 'sentimental' song.

18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR

✿ Shut up and Let me go - The Ting Tings * Isn't it?

19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET ?

✿ Secrets - One Republic * As it stated, Secrets XD

20. WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?

✿ Sunny Rain - Yiruma * Yea, a sunny rain .

21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

✿ 我不懂你 (I do not understand) - Linda Chung

* sometime I do not understand them well, as you know, people get change easily.

22. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

✿ Miss You - 4Tune

* I do miss someone but I guess I was wrong...

I know I'm not good enough but still then I've learn to improve myself all the time right now! +____________+
so I'm real Chinese educated & I learn English as I can!I used my heart to learn, to explore, to get know with you!
That's called life!
So what?

昨晚我和朋友们看了一部电影 ‘抱抱俏佳人’
电影的主题曲吸引了我。
是个不错看的电影。


平凡如逐渐消失 两点
平衡像没交叉点 的线
你我也只差一分 吻在脸
谁人谈再见再可见面
谁祈求拍照记低笑面
难重逢我至觉得 期待你会出现
人总于今天 想昨天
我眼睛望穿秋水 眼浅
我气息像烟呼出 呵欠
明明是幸福早于 脚边
你我却翻天覆海 去历遍

谁人谈再见再可见面
谁祈求拍照记低笑面
难重逢我至觉得 期待你会出现
人总于今天 想昨天
谁人谈再见再可不面
谁人谈永远永不兑现
情长而季节太短 离别直到思念
曾辗转反侧 三百天
从前如盪失终点 两边
从头来用一分钟 初见
情人在望天 兜转 擦肩
我转身应该找到 你视线

你做了选择 对的错的
我只能承认 心是痛的
怀疑你舍得 我被伤的那么深
就放声哭了 何必再强忍
我没有选择 我不再完整
原来最后的吻 如此冰冷
你只能默认 我要被割舍
眼看着 你走了
如果这不是结局 如果我还爱你
如果我愿相信 你就是唯一
如果你听到这里 如果你依然放弃
那这就是爱情 我难以抗拒
如果这就是爱情 本来就不公平
你不需要讲理 我可以离去
如果我成全了你 如果我能祝福你
那不是我看清 是我证明 我爱你
灰色的天空 无法猜透
多余的眼泪 无法挽留
什么都牵动 感觉真的好脆弱
被呵护的人 原来不是我
我不要你走 我不想放手
却又不能够奢求 同情的温柔
你可以自由 我愿意承受
把昨天 留给我

By the way, my result has been released.
Finally, I've had completed all assessment requirements successfully
(Sheffield Hallam University) and attained the award of

Bachelor of Arts with Honours in Business with
Logistics and Supply Chain Management (Upper Second Class)


Congratulations myself and I hope my parent would feel proud of it.
I'll be get into my first permanent job (one of the logistics firm).
And my graduation convocation will be held on next year February.
Stay tuned.

Weeppii!
My sister brought a little puppy to my home.
I've no idea what species it is?
（Shih Tzu Dog mixed?）
Whatever, It's a girl puppy with black color hair, eyebrow in light brown.
She's just 1 month big, puppy look of course.
We decided to nurture it, try our best to be with it.
Our new family member, a cutie doggies :)

Yea, we decided named it as INKY (since black color ink it is.)
I recall last time I used to be afraid of dogs and now as well, I guess I like puppy more than a big fierce dog.
Anyways, I need some time to communicate with little puppy.

It's been a long time that I doesn't take train after back to Malaysia.
Today I took train to KL due to I got a part time job, online game promoter (rappel z, high street 5). 
Venue- Taylor university (new campus), it's awesome building, quite jealous of them who being a student right now.

I realized father and friends was scolding me that why I choose to work for this lousy part time?
I should get into my permanent job and not to have this kind of joke.
Alright,
It’s my life & I’ll live it how I want. please.

In the early morning, I had to woke up for my first interview.
It is really a great honor to have this opportunity for an interview, I hope that I can make a good performance today.

Who knows I doesn't satisfied myself, but they've offered me as Logistics Executive, I don't have any experience with it and I told them I need a consideration before I start for it.
Guess I'm the one who're lazy and playful right now.
Gosh, I shouldn't be like that as daddy has advice and warn me to work late by NOVEMBER!?
Was it too early or too fast for me?
Alright, I admit that I'm not prepare and kind of afraid to work as permanent more than temporary, but I shouldn't make any complain right now.

Yet, is time for me to work in this field seriously, and what I did search from net, the meaning of LOGISTICS COORDINATOR.
Coordinates inventory of stock and insures product adjustments are properly applied. Receives, sorts, logs, and distributes all incoming shipments. Identifies, locates, obtains and arranges for shipment of requested replacement parts. Arranges warehousing and transportation of products to customers. May investigate and respond to inquires regarding distribution and shipping.
The duties of a logistics coordinator can be various and sometimes depend on the company he or she is working for. These responsibilities can include manual tasks, such as assembling, addressing, stamping and arranging for the shipment of merchandise and materials. In handling incoming shipments, he or she may have to unpack boxes and verify contents. A logistic coordinator is often required to keep precise records of all commodities going in and out of a company.

Feel quite tough after reading that, this kind of job need a high sense of responsibility, but I've no idea because never been touch of those thing.
And I'm sure that I'm not used to it for the first 1-3 months, god pray me hardly that I can did well afterward.
Well, I might consider to start the job in December so...
PLEASE ALLOW ME TO ENJOY THE DAYS I'VE IN THIS LOVELY NOVEMBER!! :]

I would like to tell you that pursuing the major is one of my lifelong goal, I like LOGISTICS and I hope that I won't give up. (while took as job in the same time I took as interest!)
If I can pursue my dream here, I will combine practice with my former education.
I will work hard in these fields as well. (can I promise that!?)
Besides, I cannot describe my character well, but I know I am the person who're helpfulness, caring, cheerfulness, friendliness, mature, and kind of optimistic.

Lastly, ask me GOD BLESS ME!!!